monday, tue n thur n sat.. i hav been doing OT....wow... super tired ehh!!!

wed..... 27 july.... is a day tt i will remember v long ba... cos many things many on tt day.... hehe.... so many tt i dun even noe how to write down.... haha.... anyway... BB will take down for me de la... hehe... oh... i hav upload the photo le... feel free to go n take a look ba ===> ***click here***

fri... finally met up with my sec sch clicks.... v long nv met up le.... took photos too... hehe.... as usual la... tok n tok n tok... went to nydc... first time i went there ehh... went le... n saw sc n sharon... then i think they brought someone there too.. so nv call me... hai...

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Cancer Jun 21 -- Jul 21

If a Cancer has an interest in you, they will drop subtle clues. Don't expect them to be forward, as they don't know how to be.Since they have a tendency to be old-fashion in beliefs, the perfect date would be tickets to the theater, a romantic restaurant, or a cultural event. As they tend to be romantic day dreamers, and reflect in the past, bring up some old stories so that they can relate some of theirs. Show an interest to this sentimentalist when they bring out their collections or old pictures.They thrive on admiration and praise. Let them know how much you admire them. Compliments will get you everywhere. Ask their opinion, and be sure to be sincere about hearing their response.Keep in mind that a Cancerian hates rejection and is extremely cautious about making any commitment. They will try to avoid giving an answer, and whatever you do, don't try to rush them into one.

Usually if the answer is no, they will go to all lengths to avoid the subject

The Cancer has an excellent memory and a jealous nature. Because they can recall situations in their past very easily, it would be a tremendous mistake to ever be insincere to this person.

To them betrayal is devastating, and it will take a very long time for them to forgive, and to top it off, they may never forget. Once emotionally wounded, there will always be a void in the relationship.

Emotional and financial security is of the utmost importance in this relationship. They don't like frivolous spending, since it means a loss of control and security.

If you can give an enormous amount of attention and constant reassurance, you have found the perfect mate. In return you will find Cancer to be affectionate, romantic, sympathetic, imaginative, and quite seductive.

Although they tend to want your complete devotion, if they are in love, they will cherish and protect their partner always.

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hmmm..... this wk.... nth v special also la.... jus tt wd went to fu tang... my mummy so excited... hai... but tt day... my mood was so super not gd.... hai... suan le.. thanks korkor n BB... hehe... ur msg n call r so impt to me tt day... thanks man!!!

ytd... went out w BB... ytd was fun as usual... haha... i really like to go somewhere tt got water de leh.... is so windy n plus the splashing of water is so nice...

next wed is our graduation day le.... kinda of looked forward but also bu she de... tt day also v mafan.... now i dunno at nite which way sld i go.... hai....

suan le.... now no mood to blog le la... qi shi le........

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ha.... more than a wk nv blog le ba??? sorry... too tired le... everyday straight after toking to BB, went to bed le...

ya... i'm 20 le!!! i finally reached tt number 2 le... hai... old le... hehe....

but this yr... i'm v happy with my big day...

first thing... i'm quite shocked tt so many ppl remembered my bday ehh!!! my hp ar... rang the whole day leh... first yr like tt ba... even those nv send msg, either they called, or they send msg throu friendster... darling n BB more lihai... send msg le... friendster also hav theirs... hehe... thanks ehh... thank you for remembering my bday!!! haha... really v happy leh...

second thing.... i finally had a surprise!!! haha... big one somemore.... first time also ehh.... hehe... from BB de... this guy ar... aiyo... i really no comment on him ehh... his plan hor... really v lihai... so lihai tt i really nv expect lor... ya... he was with my rite from the start of my bday.... surprise started after midnight.. till.... noon... both surprises really surprised me n made me felt so paiseh... but sweet... hehe... hey dun worry tt my colleagues will hav bad impression of u... cos they kept praising u ever since ur surprise came... haha... i think mon when i go back ar... they sure hav comments too liao... hehe...

ytd... went out with BB n his friends to find the flat... wow... his friend ar... tt particular friend ar... really no comment ba... sld i say he is irritating??? haha... but he's cute la.. he really v cute in appearence... i think when he was young, many adults sure like to hug him... haha... anyway ya they found it... at commonwealth.... v far ehh.. n v... dark.. like desert place like tt... hehe... sorry ar... but tt place really v quiet... but anyway is jus rent only lor.. so nvm ba... inside is not bad la... well decorated... ok la.. as long as they like it... nvm lor... anyway i'm not the one staying there... so my comments is not tt impt ba.. haha...

last nite... first time leh... BB called n msg... but i nv ans... pai seh ar... but really v tired la.. this wk, really a v long wk for me ba.. v happening... then every nite, my nite either v sad or v happy... end up made me slept so late.. i like nv slept before 11 leh... sure after 11 then i can slp... hai... then last nite... cannot tahan le ba... lucky today no work.. if not i sure wan dan... haha...

clara left for aust le... erm.... feeling sad... cos afterall, we did said tt we wan to meet up de... but end up also nv... hai... then met up with jiejie too... tok a lot... oh... i finally understand her feeling when she was toking to her bf who is in army now... cos ar... on my bday... 3 army guys called me... the situation ar... same de leh... tok for 2 sentences kena disturbance.... wow... their bunks really v noisy leh!!! cannot quietly tok throu the phone de leh... aiyo... a bit irritating i must say lor... lucky i dun hav this pro.. if not ar... hai...

received my graduation seat no le... i'm v v far from my click leh!!!!! sad man!! hai... tt day sure v jialat de... hai... idiot... k la... blog next time ba... when i'm not tired ba... if not ar... my eyes gg to swollen n pain again... hai...

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hmmmm..... anyone miss me??? haha....

friday... wow... ytd ar... really busy ehh... or rather... this wk is quite busy cos everyone is gg for the company trip... then ytd... the production like keep rushing out those mon n tue products.... then at 3pm, ah bu n yeeling went off le... erm.. to say the truth ar... though i noe they need to go, but i a bit bu she de... cos only left susan n me n with the attachment student... hai... can u imagine how stress i am??? though is only like 2 hrs before knocking off... but i still hav tt lonely feeling... how i wish at tt time, someone would appear n giv me a hug.... haha... silly i noe la... hai...

after work.. went to city hall... erm.. was so early lor... lucky BB called me... then i shopped ard lor... looking for his present.. n one blouse for myself... cos sun gg out ma... but nv really like ba... anyway after tt, went to met korkor n jiejie... ha... the three of us like v long nv meet up le ehh... then went to suntec n eat swizzler... erm... hai hao la... not v fantastic though... anyway... after dinner, jiejie was toking to her josh while korkor n i were shopping for my blouse... end up.. went to spirte.. n i bought a blouse tt cost me $50... erm... it looked nice...

but hor... jus now... i went to try the new skirt n the blouse.... CANNOT MATCH!!! shit man!!! qi shi wo le... now i dunno wat i wan to wear.... idiot.... how can they dun match????? hai.....

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hmmm... ytd too tired to blog liao... my back really killed me ehh!!!! hai... ytd wasn't in a mood too... as usual.... after raining, feeling a bit better le ba...

anyway.. congrats to ce huang... hehe... this guy passed his TP!! yeah man!! i think nowadays cos those testers noe they r gg army, tt's y let them passed isit??? korkor passed... now ch passed!! but anyway good job guys!!! now everyone can go into army peacefully... wkends bk out.. no pro le ba!!! hehe....

today... work was considered ok la... today n ytd not many products... cos start of the mth ma.... sian man!!! then we tok tok lor... hehe.... then jus now when on the way back home.. cos too tired le.. so slept in the train... but dunno y ar... the sun so big n shone at my eyes ehh... i suddenly woke up... then i started to to think,"oh shit... where am i now?? shit la.. late for work again!!! need to take taxi liao... wow... morning v hard to take leh... $$ gone le... hai..." all these thoughts really ran across my mind v fast ehh... then jus before i was to stand up n alight, i started to ask myself again... "today is wat day ar??" then i relised..."hey woman... u jus left for work ehh!!! silly gal!!!" silly rite??? tian ar!!! i jus left work only n there i am scaring myself for being late for work!!! hai....

then went bishan n met lian's friend to get the key... but ar... tt silly guy... ytd.. mistaken me as a guy... still can msg me a blind date with another guy... hey excuse me!! i'm a lady k???? haha.... but after tt he noe le la... then msg him ytd morning tt met today... but he went to tt place ytd... then came n msg me where i am??? i was like... sorry i'm at work... hai... communication breakdown... he tot i msg him on sun nite... but i was actually msg him on mon morning jus tt he didn't realised it... hai... then jus now... went to meet him... but i lost his no... but this guy ytd msg me today dare not msg... idiot... then hai wo hav to keep looking ardfor a guy tt's waiting for a blind date... lucky i spotted him... if not i really intend to called to USA n find lian liao... hai...

k la... v tired le... blog when i'm free ba.... hehe... this fri meeting korkor n jiejie... haha....

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hmmm.... my wkends.... v busy ehh.... hai... but really v busy la... but hav to wake up v early lor... 7am leh!!!! aiyo....

sat.... 7am woken up by my mummy to acc her to run... but ar.... haha... too lazy to run... i walked throu out instead.... hehe.. end up mummy said tt in future dun wan me acc liao... haha... then after run, went to NTUC... tok to lian lian a while... by the time i came back.... cannot rest ehh again... hav to go er yi's hse.... celebrate ah ma's bday!!

went there... saw many of my cousins... eat tok.... sian... haha... lucky thing piggy called me... hehe... but ar.. many disturbance when i was toking... everyone tot tt i was toking to BB... haha... then tt ah shuang ar... idiot guy... betrayed me.. or rather... he kena bluffed by xiao yi... dunno to say him stupid or wat ehh... aiyo... wanted to stay overnight at my xiao yi's place de... but... hai... suan le...

then sun...today ar... same thing again ehh... 7am woke up by mummy again eh... asked me to go n eat breakfast... then go prayed... after tt... went to seletar... wow.. today went to seletar.. shocked ehh!!! when everyone came back from their golf practices... they started to wished me "happy bday"... esp when gu gu was the first to wish me.. i was like,"how u noe ar???" esp when i dun even it myself with the date l0r... haha... but still quite happy la... hehe...

then went to er yi's hse again... tok tok.. eat eat.. i think ar... not think la... is i'm already v fat le leh..i ate alot alot this wk ehh... hai...

tml working ehh... ppl said... u must enjoyed ur work... then u will be happy to stay there.... but ar.... dunno leh... i v sian ehh.... the moment i tot of my work... i really sian leh... how to make my work enjoyable ar??? this wk... i really broke alot of things leh!!! alot leh.... hai... not purposely de leh... then they all always think i like always hav not woken up by my slp like tt.... not i nv woken up... is jus tt i jus cannot smile lor... really dun hav tt mood to smile la... n the moment i smile or laugh... i tends to do wrong things leh... but even i dun smile... i also tends to do wrong things ba... hai.... who can help me???? i guess the ans is me ba.... hai.....

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Circumstances or people can take away your material possessions, they can take away your money, and they can take away your health. But no one can ever take away your precious memories...So, don't forget to make time and take the opportunities to make memories everyday. To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under heaven....

"It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife.Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

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hmmm... maybe today is my lucky day ba.. maybe today com noe tt my mood not really v gd ba... but anyway.. thanks com.. for allowing me to write my blog... hehe...

wed is korkor's last day of work cos he's gg army soon... ytd is darling's last day of work cos she's gg uni soon.... then when is my last day of work??? anyway... ytd.. went to kbox with them finally!!! haha... cos korkor's passed his driving test!!! congrated korkor!!! hehe... anyway... ytd... thanks to their v v v loud singing tt make me so high tt make me feel like singing... n i really sang wor!! no more mouse singing wor!!! hehe... ytd was fun!!! really enjoyed myself!!! at work was not really smooth ytd... but their loud singing blast off my ears... n drove off all my frustration ehh!!! haha... jus like wat darling said in her blog... shiok!!! haha.... tt 2 hrs really worth it man!!! hehe... but when i came back home, hai....

today..... not really v happy too... is my own pro la... i jus cannot get it off my mind... binbin ar.... u jus stepped in only ehh... for like.... 2 mths?? dun be anxious la... okok.. i noe i cannot be anxious.... dunno la... suan le... jus dun like tt feeling... hai.... ya.... diploma is only tt standard... u really cannot expect much lor... i really hav the mood to quit ehh... but i also like her attitude... she really v responsible ehh!!! she really v serious in watever she do lor!! i think tt's the thing i really need to learn from her ehh!!! but i jus cannot helped from been jealous ehh... i cannot helped from envy her ehh!! hai.... no choice lor... really hav the mood to quit le... hai...

BB.... sometimes... a character is really v hard to change... ya.. maybe at the beginning... u hav the determination to do it.... u hav full of confidenence tt u can do it... but as times goes by.. many things happened... sometimes... we would forget wat our goals are lor... sometimes our determination is jus not there le lor... but u hav the potential to do a lot of things ehh... as long as u hav to constantly remind urself wat ur goals are... i really think u can do it lor... jus dun be .... can le... u noe wat r ur weakness... then try ur best to not let tt thing happen... yes is hard... say is easier than done... but u hav to do it lor... u regretted now... do u still wan to regret in future??? now u can regret... but in future, do u hav the time n capital to regret again??? aiya... i say u now... i dun even noe if i can do it myself anot... haha... so many things happened to me tt i dun even noe how to handle it... 1 gd example is at work liao... hai.... i hav to keep telling myself to be paitent... hav to be extra extra careful... really v tiring lor.. is not the work tt is tiring ba... is the reminder tt i kept telling myself tt make me so sick ba.... hai...

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