hmmm... today.. woke up late... hai... nvm.... but today ar... i fell down AGAIN!! yes... i fell AGAIN... this time is worse than last time de!! during phula ubin, jus somehow burned only... hav not even recover yet... i fell on the same spot again!! hai.. this time ar.. not even 1 knee cap.. is both my knee cap!!! qi shi wo le... really qi shi ar!! how can my thursday be so unlucky??? hai... even yc also started to think i am accident pro... whenever come to fell down... sure got my turn!! hai... then jus now went to put medicine... i took bout 1 hr to finish 1 leg!! really pain like hell leh.... hai... then tears kepp rolling down... hai... end up mummy helped me.. hai... now my legs r hot n pain... hai...

coming to the end of the yr le.. come n giv me this thing... wow... 2004 is really a bad yr for me man!!! hai.... k la.. now no mood to write le la...

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i dun understand leh... isit cos of me or the things i do??? how come ppl tt toking to me... the way they tok, the tone.... the words.... to others ok... but to me... how come is in such a hurting way??? i dunno leh... isit cos i too sensitive or wat?? how come nowadays i keep feeling tt way??? whoever i met... esp........... i dunno lor.... hai.... dunnno la... hope to get out of this as soon as possible...

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ha.... now in sch discussion rm.. discussing bout the fyp thingy... our draft... almost completing la.. hehe... anyway today had the 2 hr lecture... ya... saw our class tutor le... she not bad la.. short short de... quite friendly.. i hope she is... but some of the terms she used i dun understand lor... hai... then today also saw her in the ppc prac... with tt ship... today not bad la... supposed to go n watch movie de... but end up our fyp so nv go... anyway gd tt nv go also la... hehe...we had fun in the discussion also ma... tok n tok n tok... hehe....

my nose is dropping le... throat still ok la... n guess wat?? sharon is same as me leh!!! aiyo... so our fyp smelling part cannot do le... must wait till the both of us recover again then can do le... hai....

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hmmm.... a bit long hav not been blogging le hor?? anyone will wonder y a not ar?? i dun think so ba.. hai... anyway... these few days... including today... hav a lot of feelings... a lot of emotions... EMOTIONS = E + MOTION = energy on the move... i learnt from the EIC de... ya... somehow i like this EIC ehh... is fun... get to learnt a lot of things... hope it really allow me to noe how to handle my feelings well ba... anyway i cannot be bother to write out le la... too much for me to write le... too much to say le... but jus wan to say... i really can't be bother to those ppl tt dun bother me le... yes.. i maybe too scary for u le... i maybe too childish for u le.. FINE!!! i cannot be bother le la.. jus a normal "hi" will also result this thing to happen, i cannot see wat else i can already le.. yes i maybe too sensitive le... but too bad for u la... of all time, u chose a time tt i'm in a bad mood... anyway, if u really dun wish to see me, go ahead n hide ba... dun worry.. i will not go n waste my time to go n find u de...

hai... dun care wat i wrote la... jus feeling a bit.... pissed ba... not tt person's fault actually la.. tt person is jus a passer-by la.. but too bad for tt person la.. but i hav all vented out le la... hope i'm alright ba...

tml gg to see my lecture X le... haha... my class tutor... hope she is nice... hehehe...

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MeRrY ChRiStMaS tO eVeRyOnE!!!! HoPe Ur DrEaM n WiSheS wILl CoMe TrUe....

hmm... christmas eve... went back to sch today... had an hr of lecture plus prac... ya... DT.. my first prac for this sem... first prac already need me to go into tt BRIGHT cleanrm... i dun like tt yellow light.... anyway... tt prac only last us for about 1 n haf hr only... then after tt, tok to my classmates a while before we went home....

hmm... this christmas eve... 2nd sentence i already said hope wishes come true... ya... i also hope my wishes come true.... hav a no of wishes leh... ok... i'm greedy... hehe... but first thing, i wish 2 person n i will be the same as before... maybe not as gd as before but at least tok??? ......... suddenly dunno wat to type le... mind block... anyway... jus wondering ????????????? ?? is it impossible to achieve this??

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hmmmmmmm..................... today is definitly a thursday blue for me again!! WHY?? Why must it be thursday AGAIN??? hai.. ppl having monday blue but i'm having thursday blue!!! sian man!!! today ar... i was really.... dunno la... jus not myself lor... trying my best to entertain myself...

anyway... thanks ada for ur cookies... v nice ehh... next time got chance must teach me k?? today i also received xl's de... ya.. she spent quite a long of time preparing n baking them de... but woman.. i think u need more practise... hehe... but is nice la... really... maybe i'm lucky ba... haha... those cookies i ate r nice... jus nice lor... hehe....

hmm... tml is christmas' eve le... many ppl r celebrating ba.... k la.. hope everyone will hav fun.....

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haha.... today no sch for me... thanks to NG KC ar... no prac for 28 class... actually not only my class dun hav lesson.. 26 also... hmm.. poor 27 ba... hehe... but today is only prac for them... for nvm also la... v fast de ma.. hehe...

jus now.. as usual, read blogs... hmm.. it seems to me tt all of u all guys hav plans for ur christmas le ma... everyone seems to look forwards to it... not bad ar... is gd to see everyone so happy... at least happy tt christmas is coming n everyone is happily celebrating it... me ma..... i dunno ehh... christmas is like the same to me like tt... this yr... hope something diff ba...

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hmmm.... i'm sick!!! idiot... dun like man!! ok.. who like to be sick rite?? though i always hope i get sick... but... dunno leh... feeling pain all over my body.. sian... but now.. after eating pandonol.. ok le la... today bk discuss rm jus to slp... haha... cannot tahan ar... no energy to stand or walk ar... hai...

today.. saw ada n edwin... trying my v best to persuade them to go to the D&D... but ar.. ada still ok... tt idiot edwin ar.. everytime see me like see ghost like tt... trying his best to get rid of me... idiot... do i look so scary?? hai...

then ar... there is one ar... treat me as if i am like a glass like tt... so transparent... aiyo... qi shi wo le...

but today ar... thanks to alfred ar... i today then noe my class has a drama show.. the storyline is bout the same as the "Holland Village" drama show... wow.. i tell u ar.... i was so shocked man!!! dunno whether to bei qi or wat leh!! hai... suan le la... now i no energy le... nvm... but hope things dun get so complicated lor...

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hmm... can someone give me some website tt i can find mini to put in my blog??? i wan to change the song leh....

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hmmm.... ytd... wasn't in a gd mood.. so nv bother to came online... anyway... i'm fine.. i think i am...

so recalling ytd event....

ya... went back to sch again... not i want to say tt Ng leh.. he ar... got meeting n cant stay long, then y cant u bring forward the time so tt we dun hav to come le leh?? 9am leh!! but nvm la... anyway we hav prac briefing after tt which only last us for like haf an hr?? hai... anyway after those briefing, went to frag lab n make our fragance... erm.. kind of fun la.. but i dun like tt mr wang.. he really got attitiude pro leh!!! aiyo.. the other guy nicer... hehe... i only stayed back for a while then hav to rush to another place liao... tt place.... dunno how to describe.. anyway i had fun... but stress... finally get to see Roy.. he nv changed much la... hehe...

maybe reached home too early liao.. after my late lunch, i went to slp... quite tired la... i noe y... then at night not feeling v well... first time ba... i went to bed so early... haha... though throughtout the night i received sms... but ok la... get to slp again... so still ok... hehe....

today... i think i will slack at home ba... dun really in the mood to go out too... oh... lian they all today hav competition.. mini bball competition... hope they will win ba... hehe... gd luck...

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hmmm.... not a v gd day for me.... or rather not a gd day for ppl ard me... early in the morning, within 2 hr... i received quite a no of of news... erm... 3 to be exact ba... ALL bad news... hai... really spoil mood leh... lucky thing is... no one come n disturb me... if not ar, tt person sure suay man!!!

anyway... made quite a no phone call today... ya... phone bill burst liao... but there is one phone call really touched me... ya... today moody... then was thinkning who to tell... tot of xl... but dunno wat is she doing.. so nv call or sms her... jiejie... no need to say... meeting... ada... schooling leh... then dunno who liao... so i was smsing to korkor de... then cos i noe this guy sure called me back instead of smsing... so i waited... but then ar... waited so long, he nv reply me anything... then finally phone rang.. xl called... at first i tot she called for shuang... but then ar.. she came n ask me those u ok ma qns... i was like... huh?? u met sc they all isit?? then suddenly realised i sms wrong person... hai... but then ar... was quite gan dong la... i was thinking of her, n she called me.. haha.. not bad hor?? hehe... dear dear... thanks ehh... hehe...

tml.... same la... nth interesting also... hai... but today was really not a gd day... hai.. hope tml is a better day ba...

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today.... no sch for me... but had an outing today... hehe... had to wake up at 6.30AM.. wow.. could hardly open my eyes leh!!! slack a while.. then started to prepare my things... hai...

then after tt, went to met yc at bedok... then took bus no 2 to changi village... guess where we gg??? haha... not to malaysia la... we went to phula ubin... hehe... by the time we reached there, 9am... when reached there, we rented bicyle.. n started out outing... hehe... it was fun la... but at first, we nv went far... cos i scared of dogs... there are really quite a no of dogs there leh... not small dogs... v v big dogs... so big tt i dun even noe is tt a dog or wild pig... cos they r black in colour.. aiyo... i was so scared tt there are many routes i refused to go throu.. then hav to turn back.. until within like..45 min, we were back to the starting pt again... then no choice... yc said tt he covered me... bo pian... hav to return to those routes tt we nv been... ok la... when u ride further in, no dogs can be seen leh... so is ok... hehe... ya.. is fun... but come to the last routes tt we took, a sms came... then after replying, i nv put back into my bag.. cos i noe ltr would hav sms come in ma... so i nv listen to wat yc said, i holded it on my hand... at first was ok de... but soon, we turned into those rocky rocky road... then i lost my balance... n i fell down... hai... yes.. i fell down again.. my knee cap was hurt... but lucky thing is hp was alright... haha... if hp dropped ar... my heart sure break ar.. rocky rocky road leh... sure kena many scratches if dropped de ar.. somemore tt hp not mine leh!! lucky sia... haha... but cos we are hafway on the road... so we cont until no more road, then we returned back to the starting pt le... ok la... was not tt hurt la... but pain is of cos de la... but i still can tahan!! hehe... i strong leh!! haha... overall the journey was fun!!! oh.. saw some npcc too... i think there are some gp there playing treasure hunt... hehe... not bad la... go as a gp is a gd idea too.. hehe... maybe one day, i will ask my class to go... haha...

by 1pm, we took the boat back le... was v tired leh... came back, took a nap... but tonight cannot slp too late too... tml 8-6 again leh!! hai... hope i dun slp in class ar... k la.. blog tml ba...

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hmmm.... jus now in sch blog le... but now.. dunno wat to do.. also sian.. so online again..

OH.... our D&D is on 29 JAN leh... at Hilton Hotel... not bad hor?? i like tt hotel leh... is one of my favourite hotel... thanks to... daddy ba... hehe...

anyway, jus now.. after left the library, saw ky at the bus stop.. wow... i v long nv see him le leh... v long nv really sit down n tok to him le.. haha.. nv really noe how is he lor... so spent a few min with him today... cos he waiting for friends ma.. so i acc him for a while... hehe... really enjoying the toking... haha... i really enjoying sitting down with friends n tok.. really is tok... n not others... tok bout how's each other...

came back home... slack... haha... first time i reach home so early.. even daddy was like.. how come u so early today?? hehe... i could be eariler de lor... but i dun wan... haha...anyway.. watched tv... slack... tt kind of life not bad la... but only can be once in a blue moon.. not everytime pls... hehe...

tml... no sch for me!!! haha... actually is no sch for the whole of IC students la... haha...but dun say my timetable slack.. cos it's NOT!! among the 3 classes of IC, my class timetable is the most jialat de!! aiyo... only this wk can like tt only.. next wk onwards... not sian la... but not as gd as last sem de lor.. hai.. k la... tml maybe gg out lor... hehe... k la... blog tml ba...

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hmmm... today is the first day of sch reopening... this sem is my last sem le.. (i hope it will be...) last haf yr in SP le... wow.. times really flies hor?? another 15 more wks, n we would all be graduating liao... haha... can u imagine wat will we all be doing after tt 15 wks?? looking for job?? or trying our best to get into uni??

today.. as usual la.. had lectures.. hav prac briefing.. formal reports coming our way... forming of groups... ya.. i think every sem is the same ba.. we hav to start everything all over again.. had lectures n tutorials.. incoming endless rushing reports... presentations, quizes n lastly exams... hai.. tt's wat poly life ba!!! haha... at least for DCP i think... aiyo...

but today was ok la... though i ended at 6pm... but i wasn't tired.. maybe cos i hav many breaks in btw today ba... but dunno y... i felt weird today... i dunno describe tt feeling out.. jus weird... kind of feeling something amiss... hai... dunno la.. hope everything is fine... tml i only hav 1 hr lecture then can go home liao... but think gg to do fyp ba... oh... gd news!!! my class tutor is not tt SHIP!! haha... is 27 tt gotten her... hehe... my class tutor is Mrs Yeo.. a new lecturer who will be coming in wk 3... haha... k la.. blog tml ba...

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hmmm.... let's see.... first ar... i dun wish to comment anything le... really... ada... i noe wat u mean... i understand wat u say... n i also noe this is my blog.. i can write anything here.. korkor... i also noe wat u mean... dun worry.. as wat i say... i dun think i am a person tt hold tt matter so long... i will not forget but i will not take it heart too.. at least i noe time will heal everything ba... i'm not tt petty, do i?? i'm fine... i'm ok... hehe.... though i noe if the same thing happened again, i will be sad again, not happy again... but... guan ta la... hehe...

ok.. ytd... not a v gd day i must say... thanks to some of u trying v hard to brighten up my day... haha... my daddy... ok.. though i had quarrelled with him the last 2 days.. but ytd he noe i not v happy... he drove the whole family out on holiday... haha... went to visit da jiu's family... hehe... went to find ah shuang n ah ling... n ah yang... he's handsome man!! haha... everyone is as usual la... it was a fun trip... but ar... my hp... not mine la.. yc's hp "ba gong"...nv charge batt only.. but not totally no batt lor.. left the last 1 bar... but it dun allow me to send sms... idiot... hai... then i bo pian.. hav to use my cousin's de... cos i sms hafway... aiyo... anyway.. it was ok after fully charge la.. but tt time it was already 1am + liao... hai...

ya.. i slept v late last night.. 2am++ then slept.. thanks to 1 idiot guy ar... not my friend la.. my cousin's de... he really v fan leh!! v "luo shou" lor... aiyo... 26 yrs old leh!! then his voice ar.. like had dead like tt.. the things tt he said ar.. plus his voice ar.. really can make me slp leh... hai... nv realised guys can be so "luo shou" de... aiyo... then dunno y.. 4+.. my cousin n i woke up.. but still force ourselves to slp.. till 8am.. then ate breakfast before we went off liao... hehe...

jus now watched tt "hong xing da jiang"... not bad la.. but i'm quite shocked to see "lee jing mei" nv won the 10 best prize... "xie wan yu" also nv won also quite shocked leh... aiyo... but fann wong n lee ming shun part.. funny... though is stupid.. haha... this yr, they hav 3 pregeat women... zoe tay, lee jing mei n tt "xiao mei".. forget her name liao... ya.. they looked pretty leh... hehe...

tml is the first day of sch le... dunno sld be happy a not... anyway i think no diff also la... i like no holiday like tt.. everyday also returned to sch... hai... k la.. tml then blog ba...

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hmmm... today, i went back to sch.. jus for MY KEYS.. yes... jus for my hse keys.. if not, tml i'm gg to hav a hard time gg out.. hehe... but also sian la... cos yc they all not doing anything liao.. n all they did is jus wait.. nth le... so i went to wait with them lor.. inside the com lab.. then tok n tok n tok.. hai.. when bout to go home le, went to the polymer lab n see their samples... erm... strictly speaking, they failed!! but maybe out of the 3 samples, 1 passed border line ba... hai... as wat yc said.. jus before we gotten the project, we tot it will be easy... all we do is jus mix everything together n see wat's the result... but no lor.. a lot of things must be done lor.. hai... but i noe i'm lucky la.. my fyp.. all i did is really jus mixing n smell!! even now ar.. those papers tt regarding with my fyp ar... or rather, all the things inside my bag hav tt mixture of fragrance smell.. haha.. think now even my rm also hav le ba.. hai...

today i also saw ch gp n xl gp... hmm... not bad la.. as wat i said, always see them, i sure happy de... but today... i think wy more kelian la.. she been kena suan by xl they all... haha... no matter wat she did, even the things she wore, also can linked to tt wenda... not bad leh!! i tot i already v ke lian liao... she even worse!! haha... but she also let me realised tt... though been suan is not bad, quite funny.. but the ppl tt shuang u, tt feeling really v shang... haha... cos i normally cannot be the one tt suan ppl de la.. hai... nvm la.. used to it le...

tml... gg out with gwen they all... meeting for dinner... but meeting lian a bit eariler... let's hope tt sy n yh dun late ar.. tt yh ar.. ytd come n tell me she now no longer late queen liao... let's see if true a not ba... haha...

8 Dec 2004

hmm... exactly a mth after tt sad incident.. i find it quite fast leh... hai.. anyway... nv stayed at home.. cos v sian... then went out with xw.. ok la... not too bad la...hehe.. dunno wat to write liao...

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hmm... today nv went back to sch for fyp.. haha... slept till 9+ then woke up... v tired.. thanks to the shocking sms!! tt sms really woke me up leh!! hai... then saw the repeated "MVP".. nice!!! haha...

today i had lunch with ada... hehe.. these few days like always meeting her like tt.. haha.. but no more time le la... if nv meet, i think sch reopen v hard le... anyway.. we went back to Industrial Park 2, JTC n had our lunch.. we ate our favourite food.. ban mian n tom yam soup!! haha.. jus one place.. we already hav so much to say liao... of cos along the way.. we tok bout another guy.. EDWIN TAN!! how can we left him out rite?? haha... but this pig... jus came back from his camp.. when we called him, think he was slping ba... but all the memories ard us sure invloved him!! haha... anyway.. after lunch, we walked back to our company... we remembered, tt road back to the company, edwin liked to sing a song called.. something like.. "500 miles".. n of cos a lot la.. but we forgotten.. haha... but we had fun!! missed his singing man!!

when we reached the company, we gave them a shock! hehe...first, we went to out office.. saw gorege n 2 attachment students there... gorege was shocked... n he shocked us too.. he wore slipper to work!! tian ar.. he has became more daring ar!! aiyo... influence by us le ba!! haha... then ada n i made fun of ye lao shi.. hehe... he was slping but we woke him up by e phone call.. hehe... then went inside n hav a tok with him.. wow... 4 words.... "FUN n Huai Nian!!" sat at my favourite place... a place tt allow me to be taller... haha...

then went to take a look at the lab.. wow... quite neat.. n spacious... which is of cos as they hav thrown many things away liao... haha... even our office... maybe cos too little ppl le.. with so many chairs n tables... make it like so... spcaious ba... too bad.. i tell u ar... those attachment students ar.. they r boring!! really... when we went there, they r like.. so quiet...

actually ar... thanks to the both us.. haha... if not ar... the company ar.. like... no life like tt... everything is so... organised.. so quiet.. no fun... no laughter... hai... when we came ar.. the whole company is like.. full of laughter liao... haha... cos we joked ma.. i even pulled in one of the attachment student in n hav fun.. but another one.. tt guy like a bit... act cool... his face is like bu shuang me like tt... hai... anyway... today was fun!! really... really huai nian those times when we r at ITP... too bad edwin cannot come today... today we still told tt gal how to write her log bk... how to hav fun... how to play... haha... hey.. must pass down our experience ma.. hehe... told her.. we sang songs, played games like zhong ji mi ma", joke.. n of cos work la... logbk.. anyhow write la... jus go into one of the cupboard n took a bk out n jus copy form there.. cos no one care also... haha... not bad ar??

today.. lao shi said.. after so many batches of attachment students, we r the first batch tt went back n visit them.. first batch tt is so crazy, so noisy... haha... not bad hor?? i think ar.. with me ard.. anywhere sure noisy de ba?? hehe...

tml... slack... hai... tml sure cannot go out.. cos my key not with me... i left it with someone else.. forget to take back... sian... hope albert left his with me ba.. haha... k la.. blog tml ba...

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hmm.... today.... v sleepy... cos last night.. 1.30am still cannot slp... wao kao... so today.. 7am.. v tired.. but still hav to force myself to sch... hai... but i can tell u lor.. my speed was super slow.. hehe...

reach sch le, as usual... went to find teacher.. but ar... tt T1 lecturers ar.. dunno y.. ALL LOST!! hai... end up.. went to find Ng KC... hehe.. then stayed inside the media rm n listen to music.. haha... but i was really v sleepy lor... but nvm.. today is the last day liao.. haha... this wk, i dun need to go back le... hehehe... dunno to be happy or sad... i happy cos i dun need to do fyp le.. but i dun like to stay at home leh... i feel like gg back to sch... hai.. i siao liao.. haha...

today... after sch... went to find ada again.. along the way.. we tok... n laughed as usual la.. hehe... tml we gg back to JTC.. haha... eat ban mian... hehe... k la.. blog tml ba...

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hmmm.... today was fun!!! really fun... haha... ok.. shall recount wat i've done...

woke up at about 9+... dunno y cannot really cont slping liao.. so woke up.. drank soya bean milk.. then went to watched tv le... oh.. today saw "su you peng" on channel u.. haha... he so..."cute"?? tt's in the past la.. now i think he grown up le ba.. hehe... i still quite like him la... hehe...

after tt.. went to prepare myself to go out.. jus before i went out.. i came on net to help mummy check her toto... OHH... SHE WON!! haha.. not much la.. not haf a millon ok?? hehe... but she stil won... so i still v happy... haha... then met weijian at the 4-D shop cos i went there to collect money ma.. hehe.. after tt, met ada n took 162 to PS... along the way was fun la... we tok, joke n the journey was fun... not bored... hehe... then we went to buy tickets on "THE SHUTTER" n had lunch...

the movie... was SCARY really v scary!! but ar... scary is ok leh... ok.. i admited i screamed.. ada too... but then.. cos i forgotten to bring my jacket... n my bag is so small... so i had to use the pop corn tt we bought to help my shield... hey.. i'm scare ok?? so i need something to shield ma!! so i shield... but then... thanks to tt weijian... he tried to , not tried to.. he tickle me during the show... n as usual la.. i screamed!! but ar... i screamed not only cos of the tickle.. n cos of the shock of the show... can u imagine tt?? double shock leh!! then too bad for him la... cos i was holding on to the pop corn.. n cos of the shocks tt i received, those pop corn was thrown onto him!!! haha... not little but many... i think i threw a total of 3 times ba... n threw onto myself for 1 time!! haha... hey.. not purposely de ok?? is accidentally de!! ok??? hehe... but really poor thing la... after movie.. we found out tt his hair also kena... hehe.. one pop corn was struck... haha.... then the honey has stained his shirt... hehe... sorry ar!! really not purposely!! hey.. but coem to think of it ar.. this is the first time tt i went out with weijian after noeing him for so long.. first time i went out with him for a movie.. n this type of thing happened btw the 2 of us... haha... pai seh ar!!! hehe.... gd experience ba!! hehe... but ar... i think the both of them a bit bu shuang me cos even though i'm scared.. i still can sms... haha... hey.. not i wan one, ok?? hehe...

after movie... went to bugis, took photo n shopped... ada n i both bought a bag... hehe... then went to her cousin hse before we came back home... hehehe.... but the whole trip was fun!! hehe.. tt weijian ar... though like to disturb us.. but is funny la.. he is a funny guy!! hehe...

next fri... i hav another outing... hope it will be so fun too!! hehe... k la.. tml gg to hav my fyp le... hope this wk we can hav fun!! haha....

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hmm... today... woke up quite early la..9+ lor.. then helped mummy to do some hsework... by afternoon, i was already sian liao.. then went to slp... but ar.. my hse toilets was on renovation... but i hack care la.. continued to slp.. until 4+ then woke up.. watched a bit of the tv... then after the renovation.. started to clean my hse liao.. wow.. i tell u ar.. the cleaning part ar... really v tiring... aiyo.. jus cleaning the toilets i already CMI liao.. still hav to mop the floor... hai... changed dunno how many pails of water... then nvm.. i dunno y.. i today get hungry easily leh.. but ar.. mummy dun allow me to eat.. therefore, i today only get to eat after 8... but ar.. i now hungry AGAIN!! hai... jus now quite full leh.. dunnno y leh... mouth itch liao... hai.... anyway.. now my hse is super clean ar!! haha....

tml.. gg to ps with weijian n ada... haha... weijian finally can make it!! so happy... next fri.. gg out with lian, sy n gwen.. wow.. we hav not been seeing each other for 6mths leh!!! v long hor?? hehe.... k la... blog tml ba...

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jus now... finally upload ALL the photo at jiejie's bday... haha.. go n take a look ba... click here

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hmm... today.... no bad la... finally got a day tt i can sleep until 10+ then woke up.. haha... ya.. i woke up at 10+... v shaung... hehe.. but then received a call from 2nd auntie tt she has found a gown for me... asked me to go down n take a look.. n cos my D&D thingy is prepared by jiejie de... so i asked her to come along.. but end up.. thanks to my mumy ar... we nv go.. end up.. we went to bugis... hehe... wow... along the way... bought her things.. as usual.. we tok la.. hehe.. jiejie was so excited bout the D&D preparation.. haha... she's like tt... after tt.. went to meet lian at city hall.. went to suntec n walked walked... erm.. not bad la... i so long nv see her.... after tt... after her v late lunch... we went home le.. so... t's how i spent my day... not bad hor?? ok la....

jus wondering... or thinking...

we are constantly making new friends.. our friends cycle are increasing.. jus a matter of big or small... but no matter wat.. we are making new friends in every stages as we proceed on... so... somehow.. there are "old" friends tt we could seldom meet due to our life n work... but then... there is sure 1 day we would meet up.... tt 1 day... would it be a surprise for us?? the surrpsie is not jus only appearance... it maybe the behaviour... the attutide... character... the way of toking... the tone... mindset... will it be a surprise when we meet up with each other?? will it be the same as the time when we last seen them?? i noe ppl change... ppl change everyday... is jus a matter whether is a major or minor.. ok... i dunno wat i am toking... i dun think u all understand ba?? chim ma?? haha... i dunno la... jus feel tt.. whenever... isit whenever?? sld be la.. anyway... is like.. if i hav a friend tt i really v long time nv see le... n there is one day we are meeting... tt day rite?? i dunno y.. i will feel strange.. strange as in... i feel lost.. i will wonder... has tt person changed?? or the the gap btw us is distant... hai.. dunno la... jus dun like tt feeling... k la... blog tml ba..

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hmm.... actually dun hav the mood to write de.. but ar.. if ltr mummy come back ar.. sure wan to say me again.. so i better write now before i dun hav the chance.. haha..

so how i spend my day today??? most of the time is with sharon.. haha... cos sc nv come... today.. also hav yc, tee guan n ding jun... haha... erm.. today fyp was... SLACK!! haha... sharon n i were like basically dragging tt stirring thingy.. hehe... we kept on toking n toking... then went down n find yc they all n tok... hehehe... so fun.. n funny... esp wat tt tee guan said bout tt army thing... with yc somemore... i sld say.. poor ding jun man!! haha...

anyway.. lunch time.. met xl.. wow.. i tot she nv come again leh.. but she came la.. n helped her with tt sensory thing.. ate banana n mango.. wow.. i tell u ar... the fruits... NOT NICE!! haha... really cannot eat the diff lor... esp come n asked me which is riper, which is firmer... firm ok la.. can test using tt toothpick.. ripe?? erm.. sorry lor.. i am an food idiot leh!! haha... i jus noe all fruits are the same... haha...

after tt... sharon n i went back to our stirring... about 3+.. we finished liao.. haha.. so happy... after tt... went to find xl n told her tt we gg off... then we went to polymer lab n find yc they all.. wow.. i tell u... tt tee guan really v naughty leh!! he ar.. went to take a stick n go n poke his a**... he really v bad... then tt ding jun.. bu shuang.. also went to fight back.. i tell u... is really v funny... the 3 of us there keep laughing.. the scene is like.. 2 kids quarrelling n started to fight like tt... haha... as wat yc said... 1 guy is already 19 coming to 20... another one is 18 coming to 19... adding both their ages together is equal to 40.. still like "lao wan tong"... haha... bth!! hehe... after tt.. i went to fd lab again... then ate tt mango again.. tt mango is... SOUR!! really sour.. really wonder they noe how to buy a not!! haha...

finally... we decided to go le.. cos gg to meet ada.. so met waited for yc to take the same side of mrt.. inside the mrt.. heard tt after we left... ding jun n tee guan started their fight again... peng!!! haha...

anyway... went to ntu to find ada... wow.. the journey to ntu is FAR!! really far!! n hor, thanks to ada ar... i walked the wrong direction!! but then again.. i was v pleased with myself for finding tt busstop all by myself though the route was V FAR!! hai... anyway... went to ntu.. saw there is a new course coming up leh.. is "physical n mathethical science".. quite interested leh.. cos of the math!! haha.. i still like my maths... but i dunno wat i can do with it in the future leh!! hehe... anyway.. went to acc ada only la.. as usual.. we tok n became crazy women!! haha...

hmm... tml no fyp!! but tml meeting lian.... hehe... hope tml i will not be sian ba... haha...

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oh... Taufik won!!! haha.... is tt a gd news to everyone??? haha.... anyway i heard his singing is nice... ya.. now i heard it... is nice... hehe....

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hmmm.. i tell u... I was really v v tired now... but then thanks to the Singapore idol ar... I also join in the fun... wish to noe who is the winner after so many rounds... hehe.... but ar.. so many advertisements

today.. as usual la.. but jus tt... i lack of songs to listen.. end up... went to hear hokkien songs!! haha... i tell u.. the moment i heard tt song.. it made me feel as if i'm at home like tt... dun feel like moving anymore lor.. hehe...

anyway... after xw n yc left.. i was really v bored... but lucky ada came... haha... then i acc her go eat... but ar... i think i siao le la.. saw a poster from the sport link... then i saw the word "difference"... but then i dunno y... i took it as "delifrance"... n i still can go n ask ada,"AMK got delifrance meh?? where??" u can imagine how ada react!! she really peng... laughed until peng!! haha... still got more ar.. wan to noe more, go read her blog... haha...

after tt... went to fetch roger.. then went out with mummy again!! to settle her tml dinner n fri D&D... hai.. walked until both my legs cannot tahan... on the way... saw jerome... quite shocked la...

back home... eat.. then watched tv... hai... tml... gg to do the same thing again... but tml i'm not gg to find Mrs Tan liao... really scared of her leh!!! i rather go find kwok... haha... cos i noe him better... hehe... k la.. blog tml when i'm the media rm ba...

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hmm.... right now... i'm alone here... no one in food lab... no one in env lab.. food ppl nv come... env de went off liao... not bad hor?? hai... so poor me... hav to stay here.... today v sian de leh.... gotten my timetable... kena sai one!!! hai... 2 days... mon n thur... i hav to end at 6... idiot... thur even worse.. 8-6 hai...

today sc sick... nv come..DM sick also nv come... wow... so many ppl sick liao... hai... k la.. blog tonight ba....

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