today is definitely not a gd day for ada n i!! our good brother is sick!!! he sick until he can be quiet for the whole day!! making us so worried for him!! then we dunnno wat to do!! especially me... cos.. aiya.. u all noe de la.. i dun like to see my friends, especially gd friends to be sad!!! the moment they are sad, i'll be sad with u de lor!! i am jus tt type ma!! then i also dunno wat happen... i also dunno wat i can do to help him.. end up ar... cos we went to pluck flowers for him!!! ada n i were on our way back to our office!! then on the way back, we were both v worried for him lor... then ar... i was walking walking.. then saw those wild flowers.. having different colours ma... so ar... i suggested to pluck some flowers for him.. hope those colourful flowers can brighten up his day, at least make his mood brighter la.. a bit silly i noe!! cos silly ppl only think silly ideas ma!! but i really cannot tahan to see him like tt ma!!! i'll feel strange de leh!!! if he continued to stay at tt mood ar.. he hav not gone crazy yet.. i already hav le!!! i really cannot tahan my freinds to be sad or moody lor!!! hai... i really useless man!!!

then jus now he sms me n told me he not coming to work tml...wow... sian liao!!! no one sing for me liao!! haha... but normally the 3 of us.. now left 2 tml... aiyo... hope tml will be a better day ba!!! n hope he get well soon!!!!

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haha... i jus laughed till piang!!! i was playing yahoo games while my mummy was toking to my 4th auntie!!! they were toking to bout my cousin's coming wedding!!! then is like tok n tok.. suddenly tok bout my "future" bf n my brother's gf... actually my bro's gf, i tot only i seen her leh!! not no lor!! my 4th auntie also saw her leh!! n she even noe tt she lived in hougang!! haha... my mother was so shcoked leh!! even my 4th auntie also noe.. my mummy dun even noe how she looks like leh!!! haha... then my 4th auntie was telling her.. normally son's gf, mother is the last one to see!!! i was like... haha.. mummy, do u feel a bit jialat a not??? haha... k la.. blog ltr ba..

* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:10 PM

today... a lot of feelings la.. too much le... but mostly is.... erm... not happy??? ok.. let's start from the morning...

7am in the morning... mummy already woke me up le.. though i a bit bu shuang.. also like tt la.. cos this is our first family outing ma!!! we would go into malaysia for a day tour!! then reach seletar bout 8+... help to prepare breakfast... then after tt check passport.. n waited for the bus to come... jus before i left, clara called me.. then we tok a while lor.. hehe... but cos my little cousins too active liao.. end up hav to hang up the phone.. hai... then in the bus.. ok la... sian lor... nothing to do.. jess n i also like nothing to tok bout like tt.. wanted to take out the discman de.. but dun dare lor... then at the causept.. my auntie ar... aiyo.. bring wine inside.. then kena caught.. end up hav to pay tax... hai... then we went to ate our lunch at JB... erm.. the food is ok la.. is at the marina seafood resturant.. been awarded for the best resturant in 2004 but the food is not tt supeer also la...

eat half way... ch called me... i dun mind he called.. but i dun like the news tt he brought to me... at first i tot he is sian.. then call for shuang... but no lor!! he come n ask me i nv change my password for my speed isit??? i was like," ya.. cos is like so mafan ma.. hav to change..." n u all guess wat he told me???

he said,"aiyo.. go n change la... u noe wat?? siming ytd sms me n congrats me.. after tt, he said tt erm.. someone is not v happy with her result.. erm.. u sld noe who is it la.. so pls go n console her!!!" i was like..."huh??" TAN SIMING WENT TO CHECK MY RESULT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION!!! can u imagine tt??? oh my goodness!!! for godness sake!! can someone pls go n tell me to get out of my business?? who the hell r u to do tt?? n pls lor... u dun hav to go n tell ch bout it lor!! can someone pls go n tell him to jus mind his own business?? i live, i die.. is none of his business!! stop those acts of care n concern to me while at behind trying his best to backstab me!! i really had enough of his nonsenses!!! wow.. really spoil mood leh!! not only my lunch is been spoiled, even my shopping mood also been spoiled!!! hai.... how on earth got such ppl in my circles of friends??? aiyo!!! i tell u ar... sometimes hor.. i really regret noeing him leh!!!

ok.. enough of him.. though until now i still not v happy bout it... then after shopping... i bought a pair of shoes...then after tt, we went to kulai for dinner... the dinner was nice!!! really!! n is fun.. cos got KTV.. then all my uncles were singing except 2nd, 3rd n 5th uncles... i think only got my daddy, last uncle, 1st uncle n 4th uncle keep singing... but among the ppl tt sang.. i think my daddy n last uncle sang the best!! their voice were good!! haha... other than tt ar.. especailly 4th uncle... OH MY GOD!! but is fun la.. then we keep laughing at him!! haha... then we also sabotage david to go up n sing tt "xiao wei"... haha... at first he went to the toliet n hide de.. but he still cannot manage to run away!!! haha... then the whole family were like cheering n clapping!! maybe cos ah ma not used to it.. hafway throu, she kept asking us to come back to singapore!! she went to tell the boss.. cancel the rest of the dishes... she wan to go home le!! wow.. all my aunties n uncles cannot do anything leh!! she keep telling us she wan to go home n slp... end up leh?? all packed home lor..anyway all of us were v full lor!!! i think tml, those who go seletar hav to eat those food tt we packed home le ba!!! hehe... but is fun!!! we were all singing n laughing... so shuang!! i like tt feeling....

k la.. i v tired liao... blog tml ba... hope tml will be a better day!!!

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today... i want to thank 4 people... erm.. first.. edwin... second is.. ada.. third is xiuling.. 4th is clara!!

edwin n ada.... thank you for today lor.. really!!! today cos feeling not tt gd... edwin noe i like to hear him singing songs... n i can tell u... today he really sang a lot of songs to me leh!!! n hor... cos ada sms him 1 msg... cos of me... he ran all the way from his hse to the company leh!!! the dist is really far lor.. walk hor... he needs 15 to 20 min... run hor... he need 10min leh!! n he ran leh!!! by the time i reached the company... he was there waiting for me liao!! i was really touched by his action lor.. n today ar... to make me laugh ar... or rather happy.. today he like an entertainer like tt... sing ar... act la.. he tried everything lor... thanks man!! as for ada... today ar.. frist time... she acc edwin n sing songs to me!!! haha... nice leh!! cos they sang.. their voice made me also feel like singing!! thanks gal!!! but i must say sorry lor.. for making them so tired today!! n i hav shocked them!! pai seh leh!! really sorry... hehe... but thanks for everything!!

clara n xiuling... hehe... dun need to say la... xl, she called all the way back to singapore for me... haha... really thanks leh!!! able to hear ur voice.. i really v v happy lor!!! clara.. though nv get to see her... but is able to receive her hugs from phone!!! hehe... thanks gals!!! dun worry.. i'm ok le.. so dun worry so much ok, clara??? i think hor.. clara rite.. after xl left.. she hav been showing a lot of care n concern to me leh!!! which me feel so "gan dong"... her words ar... is always so caring?? is tt the word to use?? something like tt la... thanks clara!!! hehe...

k la.. today.. nothing to blog also... the next time i blog will be on sunday le.. tml will not be at home lor... anyway, jus wan to thank a few ppl only... edwin tan, ada chew, xiuling, n clara ong!!!! really thanks a lot!!! thanks for be there!!! hehe...


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today... one word to describe... "SIAN"... is really v v sian... dunno y... no mood to do anything.. so today wat hav i done ne? HOUSEKEEPING!! hai... cos aduition coming le.. so hav to rearrange those chemical... aiyo... but this time round is better than the last housekeeping tt i done la.. cos last sem, edwin n i hav packed n rewritten those chemical names le.. today are jus new boxes... but this time round... dunno leh... is not as fun as last sem ba.. maybe dun hav tt mood lor.. we are so sian until we went out for tea!!! haha.. first time leh!! then after tt, we decided to slack our time liao... though is jus writing down of those chemical names... we decided to drag them to end of the work time...haha.. lihai ba?? then along the way.. we began to tok lor... mostly is bout our family ba... wow... today then i noe tt ediwn n his sister is a bit like roger n i like tt... both diff from each other 10 yrs.. n wat i told them wat roger did... edwin did tt to his sister.. wao kao!! suddenly make me think tt.. is all younger brothers are the same kind??? aiyo... anyway.. i was really sian la...

but to say honestly la... in the company... i was really treated like a baby sister like tt.. ada is like my mummy like tt... edwin is like my big brother like tt... they do not look like... they behave like tt... haha... which is ok la... this show tt i hav well taken off in the company.. haha... but hey... i am not small kid ok??? i am v v big enough to take care of myself le hor!!! almost 19 le leh!! not 9 yrs old leh!! i am not roger ok??? hehe...

oh.. i think we can get our result tonight leh.. at midnight... cos the net nv say must at 8.30am like the prevoius one ma.. so i think we can noe lor... i v v v v v v v scare leh!!! i scare i get C n D.... I DUN WAN!!!!! aiyo.... k la.. see how.. maybe blog ltr again...



* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:55 PM

jus read a few blog n emails... wow... wat days r we having these few days ar?? so many gals having pmsing ar??? aiyo... n guess wat?? i also think i am leh!!! hai... watever la...

anyway.. today... nothing much also la.. is the same lor... toking.. singing... laughing... doing UV... hai... but hor.. dunno wat i did... i hurt my right hand... i think i sprain it.. isit called sprain?? i dunno leh.. but is pain... is really pain!!! tian ar... then tt edwin hor.. ok.. i noe he is kind... he helped me to bandaged my hand... n the way he did it is really nice la.. he got tt skill la!!! but hor.. i dun like to be "bao zhu".. u all understand?? suddenly my hand is like been tied up like tt.. i dun like lor... then i giv him face hor.. i been "tied up" for bout haf an hr le ba.. then i took it off le.... i think edwin he himself also sick le... he is not feeling gd today!!

today.. we laughed alot.. erm... mostly is laughed at my stupidness la... ytd... i went home with edwin ma... then cos his singing not bad ma... n so qiao.. i saw singapore idol advertisment.. so i asked him to join.. of cos he refused la..
then i said, " nvm.. i help u to "bao ming"... i shall took ur ic or bus stop to write down those particulates for u... then those ppl there will call u n ask u to go down for aduition...."
then he reply," not free..."
then i ans him back..." nvm... i pay for u... u dun hav to pay any thing..."
then he was looking at me, "huh??? i was saying i am not free tt day...not the aduition not free..."
wao koa... i tell u ar.. i laughed throu out the whole journey!! the word "free" is really make us laugh lor... he tot i was lambing leh!! aiyo... anyway.. jus a small joke tt we had ytd la.. today told ada n kelvin bout it... they both laughed until siao!! hai....

OH....... I PASS ALL MY MODULES!! haha.. now must wait until friday n see my result... hai.. n hor.. last nite... cos i heard one of the SHE song downstairs.. n i remembered i did burned tt cd before.. so came home n look for it!! BUT I CANNOT FIND IT!! N IT IS MY FIRST CD TT I EVER BURN!! i remembered i burnt it at ky's hse leh!! i dl those songs myself... with ky help la.. n burn them myself leh!!! MY FRIST BURNT CD LEH!!! hai... now is gone le... i dunno where is it le.. i took out all my cd found in my cd rack leh!! but still cannot find it!! qi shi wo le!! of all things.. i lost my cd.. wow.. v heartbroken leh!!! aiyo... k la... i will try my v v best to find it.. though i noe is v v difficult!!! hai... k la.. blog tml la...

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wow.. nowadays ar... dunno y leh... i'm v tired in the company.. dunno is tired or wat la.. but sure feel like slping... around 11+ ar... n 3+ like tt.. is like my slping time like tt... really feel like slping lor.. jus take ytd as example.. bout lunch time le leh.. 12.25 liao.. i still can slp till 12.45, until edwin came in... n i mean really slp!!! then today... no energy.. feel like slping too.. but ada more worse than me la.. dunno is curse or wat lor.. aiyo... then tt edwin... erm... maybe see us no energy le la.. then keep making us laugh.. trying to keep us awake.. haha.. anyway...hope tml is a better day... haha...

me ar.. dunno y also.. siao liao.. keep eating non stop... dunno y ar.. mouth itching ba... i ate a lot these few days leh!! jus take today ba.. i ate my lunch le.. but about 5+.. i hungry again.. then after work.. ate "tou sa bao"... then when i reach my central.. i ate corn cup... then back home ate dinner... after dinner.. i ate another 2 slice of bread... i think i am going to get fatter!!!! how?? n i nv exercise leh!! aiyo... die le la... i sure v v fat le la... hai... k la.. blog tml ba....

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hmm.. i'm back!!! haha... let's see.... start from sat... bear with me.. cos is really v long...

22 may 2004...
today... went out with korkor n jiejie.. jus when i was bout to left... it was pouring... wao kao!! of all days.. it rained when i was going out??? piang lor!! jiejie came to my hse n meet me first... then we were like... trying out best to get shelter from the rain.. until the crossing part... no choice.. hav to run across... but ok la... then after meeting korkor.. went to bugis... lucky thing is tt.. bugis nv rain!! haha.. so is still fine la... then we went to ate sakei sushi... erm.. quite nice la... then we started toking... erm.. first they tok bout IT.. wat c-programming la... wat c-sharp la.. wat html.. watever!!! wat they tok rite.. i totally dun understand!!! jus like when jerome n lian were toking bout their thing.. i also stare at them like blur blur like tt... n tt's wat i am feeling tt time.. all i look at at tt time is sushi!!! i keep looking wat i wan to eat.. haha... then we finally change topic.. erm.. we tok bout clubbing n pubbing.. erm.. mainly is tok bout their experience la... but i like korkor de best!!! he ar... really no comment lor.. dunno is to say him weak or wat lor.. aiyo.. so funny de leh!!! i really laughed until i can't tahan leh!! n the way he describe ar.. wat r the things he vomit n how he deals with it.... oh my god!! i tell u... yvette n i were like... " ok... can u pls stop???" tian ar!! is so disgusting!!!

then after tt... we went to walk walk... oh... jijie n i bought earrings... haha.. korkor also helped us to choose... but as usual la.. i can't walk too long.. then stop at starbucks lor.. then continued out tok again.. we tok bout sec n their primary.. cos they both come from the same pri ma.. then their pri things were like.. so funny lor... wat yvette throw his bag into the big dustbin la.. wat she bully him la... aiyo.. i really pei fu korkor can remember so well leh!!! but again.. he was the one tt get bully la.. of cos he can remember lor... haha...

then after drinking the coffee.. is taking pic time!!! haha.. i hav uploaded the pic liao... is at 1st photo album.. those tt pic korkor de.. or wan to see jiejie or korkor de.. u r welcome to go n take a look... hehe...

after tt... we went home le... the outing is fun la.. not bad lor... erm.. maybe we sld go out more often la.. haha... after i reached home.. not long ago... i went to batu pahat with my family plus ah ma le...

23 may 2004....
last nite... went to find jiujiu... hmm... really v v long nv visit them liao... is fun la.. we cousins tok n tok n tok non-stop... haha... in the middle of the night.. we were still toking to each other leh!!! n we were laughing like crazy!!!

i remembered one thing the whole family laughed until cannot stop... cos one of my cousion... ah yia.. he is a guy la... the last time my ah ma saw him.. he was like.. plump de... but this time round, he has became thinner... then she was wondering y la.. actually is cos he hav been having in out he toilet for a wk.. tt's y he becam so thin... even the pants he purposely went to made.. cannot wear le.. then we were like laughing him la.. cos he so weak ma.. then suddenly ah ma asked him to go the temple to pray.. cos she scared is due to something tt cause him like tt... n cause him to become to thin.. aiya... ah ma.. concern for her grandchild.. is normal lor.. but the thing is.. the rest of us were wondering like.. "wow.. go temple pray.. then u will become fat again ar???" then the whole family were like laughing lor.. then ling n i suddenly tot of this qns.. maybe xing ling xiang tong la.. we began to ask ah ma.."then this temple got helped ppl to beocme thin a not??" by the time we asked this qns ar... the whole family already laughed until piang.. is a bit crazy la.. but we jus cannot stop lor... but is the truth ma.. then ah ma even said more... she said tt tt time.. ah hao also in out the toilet..then she brought him to pray.. then he ok le... i tell u ar.. the moment she said tt hor... the family laughed even louder..cos ah hao now rite.. his size is really like a balloon!!! then we told ah ma lor.."oh... now we noe y he become so plump liao.. is cos u brought him to pray!!!" wow... ah ma also cannot stand us.. then we continued lor.."ah ma.. maybe u sld bring roger go also leh.. cos he too thin liao.. must gain more weight!!" hehe.. v bad la.. but really lor.. ah hao now rite, after tt time came back from ah ma's hse hor... he really looked like balloon leh!!! then we keep laughing n laughing... aiyo... praying also can gain weight!! is really a gd method man!! haha.. maybe sld ask ch n ky go leh!!! hehe... cos they r too thin liao!!!

then ling n i went inside the room.. n we continued toking.. bout our life la... until 3+.. albert n shuang also.. haha... then this morning.. everyone cannot wake up.. aiyo... then after lunch.. we went back home le... but is really fun lor... i wished we will hav another chance like tt lor... hehe... so fun toking to them... shuang, ling, yia, jess, soon meng r the only cousins tt i am close too ba... the rest.. ok lor.. but ok la.. is fun lor... hehe...

oh... i get something back for edwin... erm.. i think he will like it lor... hehe.. dun tell u wat isit... tml then tell u... haha....

n ya... ch n clara went on crusie liao.. hope they hav fun.. i think they sure hav fun de la... hehe... k la.. blog tml le... v long liao....

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hmm... previous nite... cos kena scolding... tt's y ytd nv blog... hai.. but i hav so many things to say leh!! hmm start from the day i stop ba...

19 may...

tt nite... the uk ppl was onlining... BUT.... v v lag... lag until i no comment leh!!! wao kao... but tt xl also v lihai.. cos she msg, i cannot receive ma.. so she went to ask ch to ask me... n u guess wat's the qns??? "hey.. is there any 38 stuff a not??"... then ch dun understand wat she is toking.. so he called me n asked... when i heard it rite, i also blur.. until i say in chinese..." 3 8".. means gossip... tian ar!!! hey woman.. u in uk, still so KPO lor... aiyo.. then kena scolding from my mummy... maybe too angry liao.. when i went to the toilet rite, my leg went to kick tt door.. end up getting myself cut... my poor toe.. pain again lor!!! now still ok la.. but when i apply medicine.. it still abit pain lor.. cos the skin jus peel off like tt leh!! hai... poor me.... :(

20 MAY...

hmm... tt day the mood not tt happy cos at home something happen... then went to work with a bit of bu shuang face... but thanks to my ITP friends la... they keep trying to entertain me lor... especially tt edwin lor.. he ar... ok la... can say entertainer lor... haha.... then suddenly rite... i feel tt he has a "papa" face!!! haha... he must be v qi shi man!! then i also said a lot of things tt he totally no comment lor... bout him, his gf, his family... haha... so funny... he really can make my day man!!! haha... thanks man!!! hehe.... :)

21 may....

today.... went to company... ok la... but my leg bu ting hua.. pain!!! so pain tt i v hard to walk... but come to afternoon time.. it better a bit le la... hope tml will be ok lor.. cos i am going out!!! haha... oh... guess how much i spend on my lunch today?? i ate in foodcourt leh.. $7 leh!!! can u imagine how much food i ate??? haha.. in no times ar... i sure can become fat woman le!!! hai... but nvm... now iam drinking tt diet tea... haha.. hope can help a bit ba... wow.. tml v rush leh... went to shop ar.. after tt hav to rush back home... cos ah ma coming n my family is going away... aiyo... v last min leh... but is ok la... hehe....

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HaPpY bIrThDaY tO yOu, RoGeR!!!

hmm... today... how sld i say ne?? finally in the company... WE ARE BUSY!!! haha.. n is really busy.. we did analysis, testing since the start of the day all the way to 4+... haha... we did until all of us were v v tired!!! wao kao... not bad la.. erm.. fun.. at least we r not slacking.. haha... even though there is waiting time but during the waiting time, there are somemore things to do... haha... even wan to rest a while, for 5 min hor.. also v difficult leh!! guess wat??? tt idiot edwin ar... ytd disturb me dun allow me to slp... today... i wanted to rest... but i hav not even sat down for 5 min, he asked me to continue again!!! aiyo... but he also v tired la.. then we quickly did the last testing... then fax tt idiot thing back to office n i quickly ran to my office to rest le... haha... but ok la.. lau shi noe we worked v hard... he let us rest at 4+ all the way we left the company... haha...

after work.. acc edwin to a shop tt speciaist in making those handmade things.. cos i found out for him tt the swan tt he made was wrong.. so today i acc him n go n find out how is it really done... but hor.. after we knew it rite.. i tell u.. even a 3 yrs old kid also noe how to do.. cos is really v v simple.. wow.. after tt ar.. he n i really laughed until piang leh.. we feel so stupid lor.. aiyo... is really v easy leh.. tml or maybe tonight he will start doing it le ba... cos i really v simple... haha.. but he really v thoughful la... not a bad bf afterall.. haha...

erm.... today nothing much la.... oh... xiuling is onlined le... haha... ltr blog again..



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HaPpY 19th BiRtHdAY to LiAn Lian!!!!!

HaPpY 19th BiRtHdAy to KoR KoR!!!!!

hehe... 2 of my close friends' bday today... wow... erm.. wish the both of u all the best.. may all ur wishes come true.. stay happy always k?? erm.. korkor.. i hope after this bday.. u can quickly go n find a dao sao back ok??? hehe... lian lian.. i hope u will stay happy n cheerful ok?? dun think or worry bout so many things... ok?? may all ur worries be far far away from u...... hehe.... dun forget.. u still hav me ok??? hehe... i always here de!! jus a phonecall to me can liao!!! haha....

WOW...... today... at 7+pm... i saw many ppl online leh... most of them r from overseas de.. hav xiuling, siew ying n ker hui... hehe...so happy to see them leh.. finally i can tok to xl online le... wow... last nite ar... v v hard to slp leh... after recorded tt "ying yue ri ji" for xl.. after sending sms to korkor n lian lian, i went to bed le.. but hor... at bout 1am like tt hor... my hp rang leh... wow.. tell u the truth ar.. i nan de slp leh... then nvm... i ans the phone lor... but the ans back is..."hey........".. then i was like..."xiuling ar???" AHHH.... xiuling called me leh!!! haha... so happy... really v v shock lor... in the morning, saw her blog.. at night saw her email.. in the middle of the night, heard her voice... aiyo... so fun!!! haha... then we tok a while lor.. really a while leh.. only tok bout a min or so.. then we hang up le... hehe... but after calling xl, i called another person le... erm... sad de la.. then end up... i cannot slp... i only slept at 2+ leh.. can u imgaine when i woke up this morning?? wow.. v tired leh...

today.. in the bus... ada also kena another phone call at 3+am.. haha... then end up.. today the both of us in office.. sleeping pig like tt.. haha.. kelian de edwin... hav to help here n there lor.. no we hav no energy ma... but i am the laziest la.. haha... then during lunch break... wow.. i slp leh.. ada, though tired.. but end up toking on phone... then tt edwin ar... so noisy.. keep playnig tt hp game.. then make so much noise.. until i make noise liao.. then he slower down a bit.. but still noisy... end up i no choice lor.. woken up le lor.. ALL THANKS TO HIM!!! hai... then woke up le.. hit him la... woke me up!!! v good!!! who ask him!!! hehe...

today.. overall.. ok la... not bad lor.. quite fun la... then jus now.. wenyun sms me n told me xl said tt she will be online.. ask me to online.. wow.. i quickly online le lor.. i ate dinner while i am toking leh... hehe.. then ker hui also online n she came n tok to me.. haha.. so fun!!! xl ma... she ok.. she is fine... her morning lesson was cancelled, tt's y can online.. can say she is having fun there la.. so u all dun worry k?? as for ker hui... she also having fun.. but she did not bring more clothes.. then the weather there getting colder n colder... she is cold lor.. but basically she is ok la.. u all can email her or call her lor.. think she left her moblie no rite?? hehe...
hope to hear from them soon... miss u all... oh... kong yee.... where r u????

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HaPpY 19th BiRtHdAy KoNg YeE!!!!!!!!!!!! best wishes to u.... erm.. hope u hav fun in uk celebrating ur bday.... haha....

YEAH!!!! i finally saw XL's blog n her email to us!!! haha... so excited leh!!! hey u all ppl out there.. KONG YEE!! wow... i think i reminded u dunno how many times le leh!! PLS WRITE UR BLOG IF U CAN OK???? hehe... really miss u all guys out there leh!!! i tell u ar.. now in msn ar...i dunno who to tok to leh!!! hai... maybe used to toking u all le... hehe...

so wat happen today ne???? oh.... my company came another guy... he is called george chan... is this the spelling?? watever la... then he is 28 yrs old... he is not fat... but v thin n short... ask me handsome a not??? SUAN LE BA!!! hehe... v bad leh!! anything... haha... but he not bad leh... today he is like our junior like tt... we... actually not we la... is mainly edwin la.. taught him how to use the AA, hull cell, those things tt we done in the lab lor!! he ma... ok la... today a bit like our maid like tt... we are like left everything for him to wash like tt.. haha... then maybe all newcomer also like tt ba... always following ppl lor.. hehe... who he followed leh?? us lor... haha... then during slack time leh??? think he dare not slack ba... or we overdoing it.. watever... we listened to our music.. he was reading those files of chemicals products done by our company de.. lucky we dun need!! cos is really a lot!! haha... but hor... from wat we see la... n ada's analysis... we think tt he will not stay for long lor... 28 yrs old leh!! hav tt will power n energy to "chiong" lor... he needs challenges lor!!! but i tell u... u will nv find any challenges in my company.. except from the store... haha.. after finish packing the store.. then u will hav tt "man zhu gan"... hehe... then.. he joined us for lunch... erm.. actually i dun like him to join tml la.. cos i wan to play acrade... if he joins, then cannot play liao... hehe....

too bad... he is not a handsome guy... hai... i see those guys in my company ar... aiyo... sian man!!! haha... lucky tt idiot edwin dunno my blog... but really lor.. the only thing i like to see is when i saw edwin trying to make a present for his gf... jus like last sem.. he did those cranks... now he is going to make a swan... but v hard leh!!! when i saw him doing tt tite, i was touched by wat he did lor... hehe... then after work le.. helped him to go to a shop to see how tt swan was done... but i was shocked!! i think he did wrongly liao... wow... sad sia... haha... tml see how lor...

maybe today is monday.. v tired... the moment i reached home.. i slp le... maybe in the company today... cos of tt goerge.. we dare not switch off the lights n slp.. ltr teach him how to be lazy... not gd not gd... haha... he going to work there for long leh... haha... but dunno y la.. maybe due to tt idiot person la... tt jel... he came from malaysia de... only come to my company once in the blue moon... but the moment he is here ar.. the phone cannot stop ringing de leh!!! then hor... disturbed our resting time... aiyo!!! but tt george v ke ai.. cos lau shi is slping... so he ans it leh!!! haha.. we ignored it!! hehe... v bad la... but disturbed our resting time lor!! hai.... tml again leh.. he going to be here the whole wk... sian... dun like to see him man...

k la... hope tml can see xl n ky blog... haha....

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hai.. jus now wrote le.. thanks to tt idiot ant.. makde me erase all my things...

today... woke up early in the morning to pack my rm..cos they r coming... around 11+.. siying came with the cake liao.. about 12+.. mao mao n gwen came le.. BUT HOR.. tt bday gal hor... overslept!! forget the time.. hai.. end up by the time she came is already 1.30 liao... then we started playing mahjong.. wow.. mao mao played not bad leh.. next time can call her liao.. haha. one more "leg" le... hehe....

after playing, after cutting the cake.. we went to orchard instead of marina...wow.. on the way.. in the bus.. v fun lor... lian ar... dunno get from who de.. allthose lame jokes... aiyo... siying also hav.. so fun!!! haha.. laughed until we forget bout the dinner thing... hehe... then went to walk walk a while.. tok n tok n tok.. today cos is wkends.. then there r some promotions.. n they are giving out balloons... then lian gav a crazy idea tt we could each of us take a balloon n walk.. all of us were ok with it except gwen... but we forced her to take!!! haha... siying also went to the motolora tatooing... hehe.. then after tt we went to ps liao.. with our balloons in our hands.. haha.. gwen was v bu shuang lor.. but we hack care la... then on the way.. we tok bout a lot of things.. but mainly guys la... tok bout siying new bf, n me... n gwen told me something else also... hehe...

wen went to ps to eat the thai express.. wow... i tell u ar.. if u ordered the tom yam soup... dun be bluff by the appearance.. though they r clear without those red spot... they r hot!!! wao kao!! at first i still tot i need to add chilli leh!! i tell u.. better dun!!! then along the dinner.. siying's mummy called lian... BIG TROUBLE LEH!! maybe cos we are too excited bout the balloons n tatooing... siying left her hp at the counter there... then end up.. her mother hav to go down n took for her.. haha... but ok la... then after eating.. walk a while.. ate ice cream... then went home le.. along the way home.. we also got tok la... then tok n tok.. i think siying too engrossed le ba.. she forget to get down ar??? end up she followed us back to amk... hehe.. or mayeb she missed us.. then wan to acc us??? hehe....

anyway.. today is fun la.. except tt they like to say they r bring their younger sister out!!! pls lor!! i am not lor!!! i am normal 19 yr old gal ok??? aiyo... i got so young meh??? ok la.. among them.. i am the youngest la... hehe...

tue is lian n ding xin bday.. my korkor's bday... hmmm... next sat going with him.. see how ba!!! oh... tml is ky's bday!! ky i think if u get to see this... u already in uk celebrating ur bday.. isit fun??? must send email or write blog hor!!! ok?? xiuling... u also ok?? claudin.. u too.... must tell us wat happen there...ok??? hehe... miss u all guys... k la...

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hmm.... today.. i did nothing... jus prepared my hse for tml they all come only... wow.. i finally get tt idiot cat come le.. she ar.. i totally no comment lor.. hai... anyway... i did nothing also la.. too lazy le..

oh... tt edwin hor!!! i really hor.. his mouth dunno is v zun or wat leh... whenever he said it will rain.. it sure rain de leh.. n the time sure v zun de leh... piang lor.. last time.. i went to singapore river.. he said will rain in the noon.. n the moment i reached there rite, it was pouring le lor!! then today cos he is having concert with his gf ma.. then he hope it will rain in the evening... n it really rained leh!!! n v heavily lor!!! wao kao!!! win le lor... hai....

oh... n hor.. today hor... cos i told jiejie to buy korkor's present ma.. then i called dingxin to bk appointment ma.. but hor... he dunno tt his bday coming leh!! n i reminded him!!! wow.. i so qi myself leh... i could hav given korkor surprise leh!! but i told him we r going to celebrating his bday... i tot he remember leh.. but he didn't!!!! hai... qi shi wo le!!! hai.....

k la.. tml we r celebrating lian's bday.... hope tml will be fun... hehe.. we will be playing mahjong!!! haha... v long nv play le.. actually wan bball de... but they say ltr smelly smelly not gd... hehe...

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hai.... today ar... i totally no comment leh!! last nite.. v hard to slp.. until 2+ then slp... then woke up... went to work... still ok de... then cos dun wan to sad ma.. so keep toking to them lor.. but they all like hav not wake up like tt... then end up.. i keep quiet le.. then start to think bout last nite thing le.. hai... but lucky la.. the boys r playing bball.. then i went to join them... wow... i v v v v v v long nv touch bball le leh!! then today.. edwin n ada acc me also.. hehehe.... then after playing.. went back to the company.. still ok de leh.. unti.. ker hui called me... wow... another thing come le.. hai... then i dunno wan to go airport a not.. then i so... i feel so guilty.. then called weijian to tell ching ting they all de... but he nv... end up leh?? ah teng called me.. wow... i can piang de leh!! then i asked my mummy liao.. but daddy bu shuang me going out again lor.. so i cannot go...

then at night... weijian called me n kerhui tok to me lor... wow... as usual la.. water come out le... hai...

can someone help me????

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today..is the day tt i dun like... is the day xl left for leeds le... hai... today in the company.. i tried v hard not to make myself think of this.. then we all played lor... then v happy... until 5.30pm... i asked for an early work end.. then at 5.30... i left le.. but dunno y.. since i left the company, my legs n hands become v v soft... v hard to walk or sms... aiyo... then i v nervous n scare.. i also dunno y.. then at the airport... saw xl le.. she was checking in.. wow.. the moment she saw us..after hugs here n there.. she cried out le.. i also feel like doing so... but i ren.. i told myself i cannot... even i wan to, i must wait until she left... n true enough la.. the moment she left, my tears dropped liao... hai... n guess wat??? i hor... wanted to tell her many things de leh... but cos too many ppl liao... too many ppl toking to her liao.. i cannot say n dunno wat to say le... n hor... i am the last to hug her!! hai... she is been blocked by so many ppl... before i can hug her.. someone sure before me liao.. hai... but ok la... hehe... then wat i wan to tell her... i waited until she was alone.. then i ask her to come to me... hehe... v bad la... but ok la...

xl is the second friend tt i send to.. though this time is 2 mths.. i hate sending my friends off de leh.. especially my close friend... wow... the feeling v nan shou de leh!!! 2 mths... hai.. lucky thing is, sat i dun hav to send claudin n ky.. if not ar... i dunno how leh... but today.. we saw each other.. n wished each other gd luck lor!! sure will miss each other de... though i told myself she will be back in 2 mths..but.. i jus can't help being sad lor...

hey woman.. though u r in leeds hor.. u must write back de hor!! try ur best la.. k?? hehe... hav fun there too ok??? dun worry... u will be fine there de!!!

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hai... was feeling sick ytd.... then slept the whole nite.. rite from i reached till this morning.. wow... then now... though still feeling sleepy but better than ytd la.. ytd is really... not gd... headache.. then i think i hav fever... then feeling weak lor.. lucky thing is tt ytd boss did not come.. n we are not separated.. haha.. k la.. time to go to work le la... see if i can blog tonight lor.. hehe...

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wow... the blog change pattern ar?? haha... not bad... more... outstanding ba.. not as dull as before le.. hehe...

anyway... today is the starting of ITP.. erm... how sld i put it?? i also dunno.. mixed feeling ba...

early in the morning... i can't wake up.. but still.. hav not force myself to.. then went to the bus stop.. dunno is lucky or wat lor.. dunno is heaven wan me to hav a "xin li zun bei" or wat lor.. guess who i saw??? PHUA... piang lor!! i tot i will nv see him again leh!! but first day of work.. let me see him... hai.. n guess wat again?? he is in the same company again.. I DUN LIKE HIM...

then nvm... see him still ok la... the worst is not me.. the worst is edwin... haha.. cos he is under him.. but we got help him also la... then before we started any work... ye zhou already there telling us wat tt idiot boss has "prepared" for us... he ar.. hav already prepared a pile of works waiting for us leh!! wow.. today he saw us ar.. v happy leh... but we are not lor...

the first 4 hrs.. were sian... cos wat ada n i did was basically EN..n the thing i dun like most is the temperature lor.. hav to make sure it dun over shot or below the range lor.. but it kept doing so.. hai.... qi shi wo le.. then along the way.. ask edwin whether he need help a not lor.. cos he under tt phua ma... then hor.. tt boss hor.. "bu zhi dong" de leh... no comment lor.. ppl jus came into the company only.. wat for u come into the lab n disturb n spoiled our mood?? hai... then made us ate our lunch so scare... scare we overshot the lunch time.. n noe wat?? we took taxi back to our company after lunch leh.. cos edwin scare tt the boss would be still in the company.. n is true enough lor... after lunch still dun let us go... idiot leh...

then after lunch... help to make solutions lor.. then after tt.. cos edwin is back with us.. then tt phua hor.. go n tell my super.. can he hav someone to help him with the report?? then lau shi was like.. ok.. then i helped out lor.. cos last sem i was the one in the reports ma.. so i helped out lor.. then there are so many missing info leh.. then after gathering those info.. we found out tt actually still hav 1 part hav not done yet.. so we went n continue la.. lucky we continued.. if not ar... we were nv noe tt tt phua gave us the wronf chemical name to analysis... different chemical hav different procedures to analysis rite?? n he gav us the wrong chemical name.. instead of cynaide copper.. he said cynaide zinc.. hai... wat to do?? redo everything again lor.. but the redo part.. i think everyone wake up le ba.. then boss went back le... so tend to hav more fun lor... more jokes lor..

n who is the main clown there leh??? ME lor!! still got who?? then hor.. another funny thing is.. last sem.. thr 3 of us.. having nokia hp.. now.. this sem..t he 3 of us having samsung hp.. n the 2 of them.. cos is camera hp.. then keep taking my photos.. as if i am their model like tt.. then keep laughing at the photoes they took.. aiyo.. especially tt idiot edwin.. hai... n guess wat?? i tore ada's jeans today.. not purposely.. jus happened tt she was walking in front of me.. then i jus stepped onto her.. base of her jean ba.. then tore le lor.. n i jus finished eating lunch leh.. then this thing happen.. i dunno is to laugh or cry lor.. then end up.. my stomach so pain.. hai....

after so many things happened.. how u all think bout my day??? clara today sms me n told me she v sian... haha.. clara.. i think u tml sure hav things to do le la.. tml.. will be another day.. hai.. dunno will be sian a not.. see how lor...

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HaPpY mOtHeR's DaY~~~~~ hmm... jus now went for dinner.. wow.. jus now ar... last min come n told me they coming downstairs for dinner.... then hor.. make my family like the host like tt... but i hack care la.. i jus help to book the place n order food lor... is my daddy n brother more kelian la.. they r like servicemen like tt... haha... but the most kelian person is the boss ba... last min order.. then hav to cook 4 tables of fodd together... then somemore so much food... we odered 6 dishes.. so 7*4 = 28 dishes... the boss himself ar.. blur... haha.. therefore my brother n daddy hav to help him lor... but hor... the food is not tt nice... can see tt not everyone is enjoying themselves lor... hai.... anyway.. is over le la... this teaches us tt... nv last min booking.. especially come to hav occasion de... cos hor.. everywhere is fully booked.. sometimes even those v good kopi tiam... then end up hav to anyhow find a place to eat.. hehe....

toking bout today... today.. i also went to "you shen"... jus like 3 yrs ago.. hav to walk v v far... but 3 yrs ago... daddy was with us... this yr... daddy was not.. but i hope next yr.. he is with us lor... hehe....

yes!! finally i can slp 2 days without any burden le... haha... but tml onwards.. need to wake up early liao... sian.. itp start le... but ok la... can be with edwin n ada.. not bad la... hehehe... k la.. blog tml lor... haha...

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haha... i finally finished my exam le!!!! FINALLY!! after 2 wks of totures.. today paper... erm.. maybe no mood ba.. forget wat i memorised! but ok la.. like tt lor..

come to think back my 2 wks... actually before the 2 wks.. also hav been giving or ppl giving me morning calls... wow... cos ppl called u ma.. so u cannot hao yi si go back to slp again ma... but cos i like to slp.. n slp easily.. so i need 2 ppl to call me... hmm... these 2 to 3 wks.. got xl n ch to call me lor... but the funny thing is... this is the first time got ppl giv me morning call to wake up n study! maybe kena influence by them ba.. but ok la.. did help a bit lor.. cos this sem.. i quite last min did my revision.. n my BIA.. until the exact day come le.. i still hav to revise finish!! but now.. everything is over le... wow.... waited for this day... v v long liao... haha... n hor.. polymer ppl v lihai leh.. today is the last paper.. today they hav chalet liao.. not bad leh.. their class v v on hor?? wow... not bad man!!! haha...

2 more days... i will hav to start my ITP le... wow... v fast leh!! i finished my yr 2 le!!! erm.. isit too fast to say tt??? ok la.. everyone will sure pass to yr 3 de!! wow.. i old liao leh... really lor... these few wks.. when i looked myself in the mirror... i suddenly find myself v old leh!! how??? i look old le!!!! hai.... my face ar.. distorted le leh!!! sian...

anyway.... I PASSED MY ADVANCE THEORY... haha.. so happy... i passed le leh!! so so happy.. means i am nearing to my goal liao... haha... wow... i finally hav nothing to worry le... now hav to wait will 26 may.... 2 more wks... wow... hope can pass man!!! haha...

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hahaha.. jus read xl's blog... ya.. i totally agree with her.. bore gals instead of boys.. cos guys are nothing except troubles... is the truth right??? hahaha....

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hahaha... i finally left 1 more paper liao... that is Mat sci... hmm.. really wonder how tt paper will go... ytd.... i slept until 11am then wake up!! wow.. exam period n i still can slp until so late then wake up... really shock lor... then wake up le.. also nv study... do somethings.. then went to watch tv... until 5+... ch called me.. then i started to revise... erm.. maybe he sld called earlier la... haha... so how?? unable to finish my chpts lor... until midnight... i left chpt 6 hav not even touch yet!! hai... then this morning.. cos hav not finish ma... so woke up at 7 to study lor... finally finished le... but today paper... ok la... not v difficult... but not easy also... a lot of qns... i almost last min then tot of the ans de!! when at the last 15 min.. i v pleased with myself la... cos i finally can get the ans out... however.. also got some not right la... dunno la.. but overall my BIA was ok la... until now.. i really pray hard tt i dun get any Cs for all my modules lor!!! i dun wan Ds also... pls...pls...pls...... hai....

wow... come to think of it... all my modules... say easy.. not easy of cos... but say difficult... ok leh... like.. env, ttec, polychem... all u hav to do is jus memorised them n vomit everything out... BIA, PI n mat sci.... mat sci.. they also need some theory la... but they like to twitch here n there... hai.... dunno la... wow.. next wk.. many ppl leaving le... ker hui... xiuling.. kong yee.. claudin... but hor... today when i acc xl hor... n heard the things she n jean n siew ying r toking hor... I AM GLAD TT I AM NOT IN OVERSEAS ITP!!! hahaha... guess wat?? jus the money hor.. can shock my heart liao... S$2000+ a bit hor... = 700 pound!!! tian ar!!!! the difference between hundreds n thousand leh!!! then they still tok bout the rice cooker la.. jean is going to bring the rice cooker over to cook rice!! then wat u bring detergent, then i bring shampoo n soap... then u bring food there... wow... if i will there ar... + exam is here ar... i sure v v bu shuang... already stress with exam le.. still hav to think of those overseas things... i really lucky i am not there lor... haha... (xl must be bu shuang me liao...)

anyway.. today after exam... went to jurong pt with xl.. then went to walk walk.. then sat at the coffee bean.. N... TOK... haha.... of cos the toking time is more than the walking time la.. hehe... tok until almost 8 le... then we went home le lor... wow.. v tired leh... bth... hai... friday.. after exam.. where will i be leh??? hmm... gd qns... i hope i will not be at home lor!! hehe...

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AHHHH..... i v stress now.. or rather.. sad.. and angry at the same time... last night.. i was so happy leh.. cos i finally can get all the colours of the transition metals right.. n their oxidation numbers... n the things they react... then i finally get to noe the orbitals things right leh!!! then today paper how??? i can do most of the qns... but the most mrks de.. i cannot do... 15 mrks leh!!! at first when i started doing it.. i tot is for AD student de leh!! then i jus anyhow write something inside lor... then when i came out.. i nv check any ans with sharon or su cheng... then went to bus stop.. saw claudin... then she started to tell me bout the first qns bout the oxidation number thing... ok..i like her la.. at first is correct de.. or end up.. went to change ans.. so wrong... 6 mrks gone... then suddenly she told me bout the FeCl4... i tot..oh..ok... i also dunno how to do.. 15 mrks leh!! but nv leave blank la.. so anyhow write lor.. then she told me inside the lectures hav the ans.. is the molecules is the exactly the same as in the lecture notes leh!! she took out her lecture notes n flip n let me see.. then i tot i dun hav maybe cos i nv listen to her lecture.. i was day dreaming or something... but no lor.. i did wrote something on tt page lor.. n i skip tt page out!! 1 page only leh!! n it cost me 15 mrks!!! can u imagine tt?? wow.. when i was in the bus hor.. i really.. wan to slp de... but too angry with myself tt i cannot slp... hai... y i so stupid??? during the exam... i really did tot of the p orbtials leh!! i really did.. but wat i tot of is 3p orbitals... i v tot tt iron also hav 4p orbitals!! even i think of it.. i will also will nv tot of the dative bond lor!! cos my mind is not tt clever to think of tt!!! 21 mrks jus gone like tt!!! hai.... i really v scare of BIA n mat sci now leh!!! PI n ttec already like tt.. they jus put 1 qns with a lot of mrks there... hai.... will BIA n mat sci like tt too?? dunno la....

then jus now.. wanted to slp... but end up.. jus lay on my bed with eyes closes but can hear the noises outside.. slack for 2 hrs on the bed... lihai ba??? hai.. then watched a bit of tv... then wan to play com.. but jus now com spoiled.. but now.. dunno wat my bro do... now ok a bit la... until now... hav not even touch any of my BIA yet!!! call ch... he happily tell me he starting all over again for his BIA to regain his confident.. call xl.. she is playing com.. no mood to touch BIA... haha.. my mood is exactly the same as hers... haha... die... hai.... dunno la... v moody now le.... :(

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