hmm.... today.. king of sian la... not feeling v gd also... i think not only i not feeling v gd.. sharon also ba.. jus now read ky blog.. he also sick... lian also sick... but recovering le i think... wow... must take care leh ppl... exam coming le... cannot afford to be sick hor???

nothing to blog leh... oh... today is jean's bday!! 1st april is huizhen de.. 4th april is ch n xiuyun de.. wow.. this wk so many ppl's bday sia... haha... but next wk onwards.. all v busy liao... got reports n quizes.... aiyo...

k la... everyone take care hor??? maybe blog tml... hehe.....

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27 Mar 2004... an impt day for my good friend... Gwendolyn Tan Hui Ling... HaPpY 19th BIrThDaY!!! hehehe... Hope u will stay cool n cheerful ok?? Stay happy dun worry... work hard k?? but dun overstress n overtired urself hor??? must take care of urself leh.... dun hurt urself when playing ball again ar... ur fingers n ankels v kelian liao... must preicious them a bit... ok??? hehe... FrIeNdS fOrEvEr!!! hey... find a time n we go out n play bball leh... i miss playing leh!!! hehehe.... i noe u r also.... hahaha....

hmm.. today nothing much happened also la.. jus went out with my mummy... nan de she nv work... i changed myself a bit... hehe.. when u all see me le.. tell me nice a not k??
hahaha....

oh.... i found my cd!!! hehehe... i noe la.. i said it ytd le... but is really nice... oh.. u noe.. today i went out.. as usual la.. i bought my discman along... but guess wat?? a discman without cd inside... tian ar!!! hai... but ok la... i quite fun today la... hehehe.... now like no stress hor?? cos no quiz or reports to hand in this wk ma... hehehe... but next next wk no more le la.. quizes n exam coming le... hai...

anyway.. tml is qing ming jie ar?? i need to wake up at 5am leh... then go chua chu kang... haha.. hope it will not like last yr.. raining hor.. if not.. i sure frozen like last yr de...

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oh... today i also saw 2 sec friends... BUT.... they dun recoginise me!!! how can tt be??? guess who r they??? i like 2 yrs nv see them liao.. hey.. not bad leh.. 2 yrs nv see n yet i can remember them... they r.... luling n elieen... wow... they jus walked past me like tt leh... elieen still ok... her pattern.. becoming more guai ba... BUT TT LILING... erm.... i almost cannot recoginse her lor... her make up is like.... ghost??? v white... her dressing... erm... sexy n low??? i dunno leh.. in the past.. i think her taste quite ok de la.. but today i see her.. i really doubt her taste le lor... dunno leh.. maybe not used to it ba.. i asked sc n sharon nice ma... hahaha... u sld noe the ans la... i dare not called her leh... anyway.. she dun recoginse me.. so nv go n call her also lor... hahaha.. but i called lian to tell her tt la... hehehe...

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hahaha... I FOUND THE CD TT I WANTED SO MUCH LE!!! hahaha... so happy.... sharon also found the cd tt wanted.. is the mvp cd... hahaha...

today... after sch.. went to orchard with sc n sharon... hmm... on the way.. deciding wat to buy for ch, xiuyun, jean, huizhen n siming... cos their bday coming... the ideas.. or rather.. all sort of crazy ideas also come out le... haha.. i really laughed until piang.. slowly... i begin to think tt i am becoming cleverer le... haha.. no la... is those crazy ideas tt i can think of only... hehe... then went to eat bk... after eating... went to walk le lor... then starting to decide wat to buy le... wow... the process hor.. v hard leh!!! hai...

went to HMV... tt's the place where we bought most of the present there... wat we r buying... cannot say out yet.. wait until the day of their bday ba... haha.. who ask u all dun come?? anyway... cos of me again la... i really no strength to walk anymore le... so when we reached a shop rite, i jus told them... "ok... we shall choose the person's present here before we leave..." hahaha.. then true enough la.. we bought le lor... if not ar... my legs sure suffered de leh!! asking me to walk shop by shop to search for somethings tt we dun even noe... v difficult leh... hehehe...

BUT HOR.... i dunno is lucky a not la... to me.. is V V V UNLUCKY LA... like yuan jia ru zai, yin hun bu san... i so so so unlucky to see tt step AGAIN!!! hey... not the first time already leh... WHENEVER... is really WHENEVER.... i go orchard rite.. i sure bound to see her de leh!!! wao kao!!! y must be so unlucky??? in sch see her enough le lor... when i can play n relax outside.. i still hav to see her tt idiot face... I DUN WAN LOR!!! spoilt mood de leh!!! hai...

anyway.. after buying.. we went to HMV to see cd... go heeren sure must go HMV de ma.. so we went in lor... actually dun hav any intension to buy any cd de... then suddenly saw sun xie zhi cd... this is the cd he sang in the past de... not in chinese.. is in hokkien... so i decided to buy... then after tt.. went to walk walk with sc around the shop... then i was telling her tt i cannot find tt huan zhu cd tt i wanted.. cos out of stock le... after finished saying... SUDDENLY... sc took out the cd n passed it to me leh... wow... i was so shocked n happy leh... then i ran to tell sharon leh... hahaha.. so happy lor... i tot they will not supply anymore leh... like extinct le lor... wow... it let me found it!!! hahaha.... so happy... then sharon came.. n guess wat?? she also found the cd tt she has been finding... is the MVP cd... but compared her cd to mine rite, my is harder to find le lor... hers she said she went to others shops le.. but dun hav... haha... then we happily bought the cd tt we hav been finding so hard..... hehe...

then after buying most of the presents le.. went to taka to get those tt r left out de... as usual la... stopped at a place.. n see if we can get anything a not la.. n we managed to buy la... then went to scott to eat dinner... then went home...

next wk.. many ppl r becoming 19 le... older by 1 yr liao... v fast leh... soon... yr 3 le... wat will i become??? haha.. dunno la... anyway.. today v happy... get to buy the things tt we need to buy n i wanted to buy... u noe.. today i spent $50 leh!!! sharon spent $40... sc ar..... more than $100 i think... hahaha... but among all the things tt she bought.. r not the things tt she wanted.. is for the others de... haha.. too bad la... hehehe... v bad hor?? haha...

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hai... ytd wrote a v long blog... but cos pc hang... end up.. delete away liao.. sian man.. anyway.. is about wat siming did those bo liao things...

then today... woke up v v late... cannot seem to wake up at all... ALL thanks to my "efficient" gp member.... she hor... today need to hand in the datasheet... mon n tue we hav test.. so ok... then by rite, u r suppose to send the results lastest by tue night... but she didn't.... then nvm... on wed morning.. tot she will rush everything by wed... yes... is by wed... but is wed night, after 10pm.... can u believe it??? n we are doing dis, conclusion and 2 more qns leh... then... nvm... sharon n i do lor... we discussed in msn lor... it seemed like normal le lor.... finally at 1am +, we managed to finish everything le... tot after sending to tt idiot gal... we finally can slp liao... 3hrs of works leh... but hor... u noe wat's her first sentence tt she reply??? "hey... i dun think we can hand in tml le leh..." wow.... i was like..."huh?? y??" she said she dun understand wat i am writing for my qns... then we were like arguing lor... we cannot tok in msn de leh.. end up sure quarrelled de... then i gav up le... i told her..." ok.. since u said tt sentence is wrong, then u jus deleted tt sentence off lor..." tt time i really dun hav the mood n strenght to tok to her le lor... then guess wat she reply??? " cannot.. we cannot jus deleted off jus like tt....cos maybe u are right..." wow... i was like... wat the hell u toking??? u r the one say is wrong... tok cock for so long... then ask u to delete tt sentence away.. u come n tell me maybe i am right... r u crazy a not??? i really no comment lor... end up leh??? still insist to hand in on fri... wow... i really v pissed le lor... made us so late then do the report... then we rushed n rushed.. end up... not handing today... not the first time le leh... i so angry... tt i jus switched off the pc n go slp...

then today... during the BIA prac... giv each other face lor... she giv face i also giv face lor... hey.. not my fault leh... then tt idiot teacher hor... keep asking us y we so quiet??? y our gp so quiet?? pls lor... see le also understand le lor.. u keep asking.. then expect us how to ans??? who dun wan a fun n nosiy gp??? anyway.. hack care le la... last prac liao... as wat sharon has said... she is SUPER DUPER V LOW EFFICIENT!!!! only noe how to tabulate results.... hai... i really dun like her attitude...

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haha.. finally get the sentence liao... is...."god has created earth jus enough for everyone needs but not for everyone greeds" get from xl de... hehehe...

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hmm.... today... wanted to wake up at 5am to study de... but 5am ---> 5.15am ----> 5.30am -----> 5.45am by then.... after so many dragging... i told myself suan le ba.. continue to slp ba.... then....... SCROLLED TO SCH TODAY.... ppl rushing for classes... i am scrolling to sch.... though i noe i was late la.. but hack care le la... but too bad for me la... scrolled until saw tt polychem teacher... wow... dunno is wat day today lor.... saw her le.. then she asked me to make annoucement.. wow... i like... dunno how many yrs nv make annoucement le leh... haha... tutorial pushed forward.. lunch break pushed backwards... sian... i already kena gastric early in the morning le lor... then hav to take late lunch... hai....

then after PI... hahaha.... happy le.... hehehehe.... BIA ma... can see n ... .... ... but tt idiot whey hor.. ask him to help me make annoucement... go n say out my name... wao kao... i dun wan to annouce already.. u go n say out my name for wat??? idiot man!!! then nvm la... forgive him... my LO leh... aiyo... n first lesson for him also lor... then he tok n tok n tok... we down there listen n listen... also got tok a bit la... dunno wat happen to me la.. cos tt atom tt he drawn look like teddy bear face... then i went to tell ch tt.... he still can ask me how come?? then i explained lor... hahaha.... a bit silly n stupid la... then break... finally.... can hav pair toking le... haha... nan de leh....


then lesson continue.... went to co-op buy bread to eat.. if not.. i sure gastric again... i dun wan... then after polychem went to fdcourt 1... wow... i tell u ar... my words today hor... dunno is ling or wat lor... i was asking them bout the fire thing... discussing bout the fire ma... then after discussing hor... suddenly the FDCOURT 1 REALLY ON FIRE leh!!! hahaha... small one de la.... hehehe.... but so zun lor... nvm... ltr still got....

then went to mat sci.... quiz time.... ok la... then after the quiz... wow.. saw someone tt i v v long nv see le.... HE IS AN IDIOT GUY... SEE ME ALWAYS GIVE ME TT FACE... who is he?? EDWIN TAN YEW SAN!!! hahaha... erm.. really nv see him for a long time lor... then see him nvm... bully me somemore... idiot... then nvm... today dunno wat day la... after mat sci.. left the class le.. went to fdcourt 1 to buy milo... then go the next lesson.. saw tt mat sci teacher again... then i was saying.."wow.. wat day is today ar??? how come i keep seeing ppl tt i dun wan to see??" THE moment i finished tt sentence.... EDWIN came walking towards me again... as usual la... giv each other faces lor.. haha... but joking de la...

then went to PI class lor... erm.. as usual la... sian lor... hahaha... but nc slp le la.... hehehe... now i got method le... but tt method will make me fat la... but dun care le la... COS I WAN TO KEEP AWAKE.... hahaha...

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hmm... some gan yan: (i noe i write a long le... pls be paitent....)

today.. suddenly realised tt there are many ppl going to leave for singapore for their overseas itp... xl, ky, claudin, jean.. n some polymer ppl ba... but the thing is not this... normally when we go out... xl n ky sure around de lor... now left out them... erm... dunno leh... suddenly feel a bit... strange.. guai.. worse but not the worst.... is tt they dun get to celebrate their bday in singapore.... wow... i still remember last yr... we gave ky a surprise by going to his hse... xl... went out to eat... n she was late... this yr.... wow... so zun hor??? bday gal n boy not in singapore... win liao lor... then leave me here.... then when i sad how??? in msn... tok to who??? i heard tt to use pc there also v diff... how the both of u blog ar??? 1 mth leh... say long.. erm.. not tt long... say short.. also not tt short lor... hai.... n worst is tt... we cannot send u all of... u can't expect us to wake up early in the morning ba... v early leh... 3+am leh.. must reach airport leh... how can???hai.... i dunno y... i got a bit of bu she de.... hahah.. i siao liao... but really leh... n a bit sad... 1 mth leh.....

die le la... only 1 mth i already bu she de... if those of my close friends.. they go overseas to study how??? i noe i sure cry... then i will feel so left out.... hai.... so sad leh... n i am already can imgaine how i feel le lor... suan le.. dun wirte le.. ltr u all scold me...


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jus watched finished tt xi jie... erm.. quite ok la... but i did learnt something from it....

forget = face it + accept it + ovecome it + let go of it

erm.. say is easier than done of cos... is jus like... throw away the bad things and remember those good things... is possible... but it must take a v long time.... i also hav another sentence tt i took it from a cartoon...

Y pPl EnVy? DuN tHeY rEaLiSeD tHeY hAvE tHeIr OwN sTrEnGTh??

everyone is always there to envy ppl... envy this n tt... y??? cos they dun hav n they wished to hav it?? i remember mr lim kept telling us tt... there is one indian guy.. the guy who use his mouth to stop the war... he said something like tt..

god has created earth jus enough for everyone needs but not for everyone greeds...

i think this might be one of the reasons y ppl envy ba... cos u hav n i dun....

hai.... today i siao liao... wow... today get back my ttec marks... like shit leh... sian... anyway.. hope i dun get any C for my any exam ba... i dun wan...

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hmmm.... today is sunday... so wat did i do today??? erm.... NOTHING... hahaha... last nite wanted to study for tue mat sci de... end up.. bring my notes to in front of my pc.. haf toking n haf studying.. but toking most of the time la... hehehe.. last nite... was quite ok... then today.. wow... nan de leh... i slept until almost 11am.. 1045 i woke up liao... actually can slp longer de... but cos my tummy is so pain... tt i slept hafway n woke up.. twice somemore leh!!! n is really pain lor... noe y?? cos.... i drank the slim tea... my mummy got drink ma.. then last nite... i v lazy to pour myself water.. so i asked my mummy to giv me a slip... then she asked me to drank up the other haf of the cup... wow.. the impact is v great lor... but not as great as the extrim la... then today... i dun wan to drink liao... wow... in out the toilet v xin ku de leh...

then in the afternoon.. watch tv.. then 3+ like tt.. went to study tml mat sci... study until i go to slp... wow.... lihai ba??? hahaha.... then waoke up jus in time to ate dinner n watch the "wu tou tong gong".. last episode liao leh... quite nice la... actually watch before at downstairs le.. but i dunno tt's the ending.. i tot got something more exciting... haha.. but i was wrong... hehe.. think someone is going to scold me liao... ask me to go for dinner.. but i dun wan cs i wan to watch tv ma.. which actually i hav already watch liao... but i really dunno tt's the ending...

then after tt.. went to continue my study lor... hmm... tml not only ic having test.. food also having test... wow.. jus after break only leh.. then so many tests coming up le... but is jus another round lor... first round of test finshed le.. now is the second round.. but the second round.. i dun left many too... mat sci... mon n tue... polychem second round also end le... then ttec too.... left BIA, ENV, PI... no more le ba.. i only take 6 modules leh... hope i can do well for the rest ba... hey ppl out there... u also must try hard for ur second round k?? do ur best!!!

oh... tml xi jie is the last 3 episodes le.... come to it quite sad leh... no more liao.. but ok la... now.... erm.... nvm... blog tml la....

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hahaha.... today finally get to hand in all my formal le... now left those datasheets n 1 formal which hav not done yet... hehe... wow... really relieve lor... imagine last few days... i slept v late.. woke up v early... expecially the last 2 days... slept at 2+, woke up at 7+ 8+ like tt... including today leh.. i woke up at 8+ leh.... wow...

then went to sch... met ker hui... nan de leh... then we tok lor... cos almost the same course as each other... so hav some common thing to tok bout la... n of cos bout those A students n pri sch friends la... erm.. not bad la.... hehe... she is one of the pri sch friends tt i still keep contact to n still can tok de la... hehehe....

then went to sch early to print ALL my reports.... wow... i nv noe tt i can print so much today leh... i reached sch.. then suddenly rememebred tt i dun hav cover page... so called su cheng for the tittle.. haha... lucky she is in the same lab as me... n lucky i hav her around me... cos... i dunno how to use the sch printer... haha... nv use before ma... then ask her to help me lor... then cos i'm printing many pages... then she helped me lor... haha... thanks ehh... if not i sure v v late for my class liao...

then after sch.. went to watch movie.. "the eye 2"... erm... the show not bad la... but is a bit... too scary le... tt i almost give up watching le la... my jacket is basically cover my face almost the whole show lor... i did scream... n laughed... but lucky is tt... i laughed hor.. got ppl laughed with me la... so nvm.. i'm not the extra out... haha... i screamed.. also hav ppl screamed with me... hehehe.... hmm.. is not the same as "the eye 1" leh... i dun think is the same lor.... not continued de ma... is quite a horrible show la... will make woman to be afraid to get pregeant la... got another horrible moive also... erm.. is bout the mirror de... quite scary also... then also hav one more.. erm.. quite action ba... in may.... so maybe we can meet up n watch hor??? hahaha...

hmm.. mon n tue.. i hav quiz... but no mood to study le... too tired liao.. this wk hor.. once i reached home hor... i went straight to the bed de leh... wow... really cannot make it man.... aiyo.... hope tml i can slp v v late ba... hahaha......

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hmmm.... let us see... now is 12.25am!! haha... n i hav finish ALL my formals, case study!!! yeah!!! ltr going to do one more article of tutorial.. n TT'S IT!!! Haha... so happy leh!! tot tonight will be like last night like tt... until 2+ like tt... wow...

hmm... let's see... last night... i rushed my BIA and my case study... wow... i rushed until siao man!! then eyes is like toturing me lor... actually still hav PI de... but thanks to sharon la... basically... SHE DID EVERYTHING... she is so noble lor!! haha... really leh!! cos not only i'm rushing for reports ma.. she also lor.. but she did everything for the PI!! haha.. pai seh leh!! nv did much of it... so sorry lor... i think now she must be rushing her formal until siao liao la...

then this morning.. purposely wake up at 7.30am.. to do my tutorial... cos i scare ltr at night.. cannot finish my env formal.. so no choice lor... lucky is tt i got ah ma to wake me up.. actually got ah ma at home also not bad la.. cos she will keep asking u to wake up... haha... then i managed to finished 2 articles lor... erm.. not bad la... then ltr tidy up my case study a while then my tutorial lor... BIA n env finished le... haha... then jus now.. also did mat sci conclusion.. wow.. lucky tt step reminded me in msn... then i quickly anyhow "hamtam" to her lor... haha.. she will edit anyway rite?? hehe... after tonight... n i'm relax le... left 1 more formal n some datasheets liao... the rest is quizes le lor...

wow.. jus now then i noe tt he is not tt lucky afterall.. bday on sunday... mon got quiz n tue got quiz... wow.. i was like.. huh?? so unlucky ar?? hai... now begin to wonder if we can get to come out n celebrate a not leh!!! how???? hai.... dunno leh... now i sian haf liao... cos food i think still having more formal to do rite?? dunno they will come out a not leh.. aiyo...

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hmm.... today... 5 hrs of break... wow... so idiot long lor.... somemore today a bit late for sch.. traffic jam!!! n tt bus is so slow lor... but ok la... i slept ma.. so no diff for me... haha... then wanted to do formal in sch de... end up... nv did anything... so ltr hav to rush until siao... intend to finsihed up my BIA n case studies.... then do haf of my env... then finish up my PI... dunno can finish a not... aiyo...

then today... did something wrong la... last nite say wan to meet xl.. end up... forgotten until she called me.. but a bit late le... jerome has reached sp le... hai... i actually forgotten bout it!!! tian ar!!! so sorry leh... really sorry lor.... aiyo... then today.. nv take 74 home... i took 166... first time leh!! but the journey is v long... 1 1/2 hrs leh!!! aiyo.... double the time lor... haha... but now i noe la.. when i sad next time.. n dun wan to go home so early... take 166 home ba... hehe....



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hai... i tell u ar... by now... i am really really v v tired liao.. eyes r closing v soon.... these few days hav been waking up v early... n i really mean early lor... then every nite... slp at 1... wow.. sooner or ltr i sure kena sick liao... somemore... the next few days... i cannot slp early too... tml.. having my ttec quiz... aiyo... watever i read jus now.. dun really go into my mind lor... sian leh!! then tml n thur nite.... i sure hav to slp at 3+ liao.. hav to rush my env, case study n tutorial liao... no more time le... sian leh!!! wao kao....

today.. went to sch.. the whole day.. my head is like been beaten by someone like tt... pain lor... eyes also pain... not enough slp i noe... but no choice ma.. wan to pon PI de... but end up... nv pon la.. scare ma... scare cannot follow up...

these 2 days... listen to 933... especailly at nite de... tt yin yue ri ji.... quite touching lor... especially ytd de... is bout a daughter n daddy... the daddy died in the end la... as usual la.. daughter dun hva enough time for her daddy... i think everyone is like tt de lor... until last min.. then everyone will start to appreiciate those ppl around them... until something happen.. then they will start to appreciate... even so.. those apppreciation is like.. only will last for a few days.. at most a few wks lor... after tt, all back to normal again... no one will actually appreciate those things around them... n only regret when sumthing happen or when they lose it.. by then.. they will start to say those regret words... tt's life ba.. isit??? i think radio keep asking ppl to appreciate... maybe it will help a little ba... haha.... dunno la... think everyine has their regret lor... i also hav... hehe...

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wow... i find tt hor.. whenever ah ma is here hor.. i cannot slp late de leh... jus like today... i ytd already wake up early liao... this morning... mummy came into y rm n ask me to go market... then albert came in again to ask something from me.. pls lor... 6+ only leh!!! can't i hav a day of rest?? tml i also hav to wake up 6am again... wao kao... then i a bit piss off liao.. mummy also nv disturb me liao... heng!! they went to market without me.. but hor.. 8+ they came back... the moment they came back... ah ma come n wake me up... wow... i was like...therr... pls lor... then i nv ans her back.. i continued slping.. though is bad... but i hack care le la... but only can tahan for a few min... a few min ltr... mummy came into my rm to tell me "da dao li"... y leh?? ask me to go seletar!!! piang lor... no choice... i hav to go lor...

then 9am.. went to seletar lor... but lucky la... go there... ah ma happy to see me of cos... so long nv see me liao... ok la... then stay there for an hr then come back le... but in order to come back... hav to make a lie la... hav to lie to ah ma say tt i hav to cook so hav to come back liao... hahaha.... if not i feel pai seh leh... dunno wat excuses to excuse myself... hehe...

then come back le... went to ntuc with mummy n ah ma again lor... then last auntie n her future husband came... we ate n tok lor... as usual la.. last topic is.... her wedding lor!!! haha... wow... now hor... i truely understand those wedding preparations is really v tough... aiyo... hotels la.... this la.. tt la... who to invite la... tian ar!!! the most funnniest thing is... those ppl u invite might not be the one u noe leh!! but they r ur relatives!! aiyo...

then after tt.. went to woodlands... went to the library lor... wan to do tutorial de... but dunno wat day is today... i cannot find... the microfilm is fully booked.. multimedia is fully booked... I ALONE STRUCK AT WOODLANDS LIBRARY... DUNNO WAT TO DO!!! tt's y i hate going to library myself de leh!! hai... then went to find mummy n ah ma who r at shopping lor... then came back home.. wan to find ink for my printer... but no stock... end up... i giv up... i wan to buy a new printer... tt salesman tok so much to persude me to buy tt printer... when i decided to buy tt model... he come n tell me no stock!!! wao kao!!! i dunno wat day is today leh!!! wat day is today man?? watever i wan to buy.. n is really urgent de hor... ALL NO STOCK OR I CANNOT FIND!!!! really qi shi wo le la.... hai.... so idiot leh!! wan to do BIA also dunno how to do liao... now wan to do tutorial.. also no mood liao... dunno wat to write.. dunno how to start... HOW???????

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ahh.... i can go crazy de leh... suddenly so mnay things to do... aiyo...

today early in the morning.. been woken up by mummy n ah ma... they wan to go to sir building.. of cos i bu shuang la... then not happy lor... but they nv say much also... heng ar.. if not sure quarrel de.. wao kao... nan de sat leh.. but cannot slp late.. a bit pissed off lor... then bout noon, hav to rush home.. cos meet lian to go library.. but who noes.. library dun hav newspaper.. hav to go woodlands de... wao kao... waste my time n effort rushing leh!!

then came back.. slp... cos i cannot tahan liao... i really v sleepy lor... actually intending to ask lian to help me read, then i jus do a bit of summarising only.. but hai... then came back home slp lor... cos i slp le ma.. then cannot bring roger to du jing.. haha... they dare not wake me up liao... then after i wake up, went to bugis... to find 2nd aunt... she fell into a drain.. leg injury.. but this does not affect her family going to japan for a holiday... shuang hor?? go japan leh!!! not bad hor?? i nv even been to japan lor... hai.. every holiday.. they always went on holiday de... got money ma... aiyo... then i hav to rush them back.. cos... hehe... someone need to call me.. n i forgotten bout it until i in the bus... aiyo... so hav to rush back home to wait for call... hehe... n i'm in time... haha.... so not too bad la....

hai... jus now still got mood to do my env de leh... but come to my case studies.. aiyo... i can go crazy de lor... BIA cannot do.. tml then go buy ink.... tutorial.. tml also... cos tml then go library... wow... hope this wk can pass sooner man... after this wk, i more free liao... haha... k la... tml then blog again lor....

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hmm.... today... v tired when woke up... aiyo... then went to sch lor.... today is the last prac in the env... at first is v happy de.. cos mel jus bought a new digtal camera then brought to sch to take photo lor... then do haf way hor... wan to wash hands ma.. then i went to the sink lor... i was jus using tt tube to wash my hands.. suddenly... the tube burst out... wow.. scare me leh... but the thing is i NEVER touch the tap at all leh!!! but tt idiot lim keep saying i got turn on the tap... wao kao.. i really nv lor... hai... idiot leh...

then nvm... then went to lecture lor... sian... almost slp leh... cos of tt idiot air con la... then i was like scolding tt air-con la.. then sharon was like laughing lor.. saying.."the iar-con de sui ni ar???".. haha.. this made me remembered wat i did in sec sch.... during my sec sch... i dunno y... dunno is unlucky or wat lor... no matter is exam or normal lessons.. i sure sat under the fan... n u noe i hate those artifical winds keep hitting my head... cos i will get headache or keep sneezing non-stop... during normal lessons, still ok... nv care much.. but come to exam hor... i really hate it lor... keep sneezing how to take exam?? then i would looked up the ceiling n start scolding tt idiot fan!! then those tt sitting around me, will laugh cos they think i siao lor.. tok to the fan!!! haha... then today... i also tok to the air-con... haha.. come to think of it.... i think i always tok to non-living things leh.. i still can tok as if they r really living things... hehe... siao liao... but is like.... dunno leh.. suddenly think of those sec sence.... not only today la... wed also.. cos by the time i went home from sch is about 7+ liao... remind me of my choir camp... those nights in sch... haha...

anyway... today i went to kk with my ah ma again.... hmm... hope to see tt medical student... BUT.... hai.... i nv get to see a single medical student there leh!!! wao kao... so sad... think i nv get to see him again le ba.. cos i think his attachment finished le lor.. now is going back to sch le ba... hai.... i only get to see him once leh... erm... ok la... at least i noe there is a handsome guy in medical field.. haha.. almost the same field as me leh... hehe.. maybe in future we can see each other??? FAT HOPE!!! haha.. i think even i get to see him... i will not remember him le lor... friends who with me for 2-4 yrs... i also can forget... not to mention a stranger i saw only once!! rite?? haha... suan le ba.... maybe HE is still the best lor... hehe..... jus now he still teach me how to do my env tutorials... haha.... lalalalalala........

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hmm... today... nan de i can go sch late... so it means can slp late... but also not tt late la.. 9+ woke up liao... then sweep n mopped the floor.. cos tml ah ma coming... then watch wan quan yu le... quite funny lor.. but ytd more interesting... tt mvp duan cheng feng.. threw a total of 24 balls, all in leh... not bad ba??? wow... suddenly miss ball again... then about 11.. received a call from xl.. then hav to rush to sch... end up.. forget to bring keys... hai.... but hor.. end up reach sch also not early... jus in time for my class... sian... then today prac... v fast.. haha... ytd n today prac... first gp to finish leh... nan de hor??? now is sc gp last gp de... haha... tml is my last prac for env... next wk onwards.. every fri... 11 then start.. n end at wat time?? 1pm... stupid lor.. go sch for only 2 hrs... wed even worse... go sch for 1 hr lecture only!!! aiyo... hai...

until now.. still hav not finish my reports... dunno wat to do ar... k la... want to do le la...

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hmm... today... really no comment... last nite... slept at 1am... then hav to wake up at 4+ to wake him up... but hor... called so many times.. he still dun wan to ans his hp... wow... tt time hor... i really.... i wan to slp so badly leh... then call xl.. cos wan her to comtinue calling.. BUT she nv ans the phone... so no choice.. hav to keep calling... FINALLY.... he ans the phone... ask him y he so long then ans the phone.. u noe wat he say??? he said," oh.. i woke up liao... erm.. watching soccer ma...." TIAN AR!!!! u watch soccer cannot ans phone de ar??? u noe how long i took to call??? more than 15min less than haf an hr... can u believe it??? i wan to slp so badly lor... end up leh.. when is his turn to call me at 6am... i cannot wake up liao... my eyes dun allow me to open le... anyway.. i jus ans the phone.. n went back to bed again until 7am... then no choice cos got sch ma... then maybe cos too tired le la... eyes toturing me again.. legs pain hav not recover.. now eyes... pain + red... wao kao.. then 2 hrs break... study PI lor... not much study also la... toking n laughing also lor... then went to lunch then to prac..

wow... today prac hor... only like 15 mins lor... i wore my lab coat for 15 min playing pc only!!! aiyo.. then the rest of the time.. went to library with sharon.. "xiang yi wei ming" lor... we stayed at library from 12.30 to 2.40 like tt... aiyo.. next wed even worse lor... from 10am to 3pm... 5 hrs leh.. wat am i going to do?? i also dunno lor... idiot lor... aiyo... anyway... went for the PI quiz... tt Lee hor.. kana sai wan lor... u nv teach how to find the stupid density.. u expect us to noe isit?? n hor.. of all qns... of all eqn.. come n ask me wat is the magnetic n votex eqn... wao kao... u dun anymore qns to ask isit??? he ar... really no comment leh.... idiot lor.... hai.. anyway.. hope can do well lor...

now hav to rush my case study, BIA n env... this sat going to library with lian.. to do my tutorial... sian man!!! hai... k la.. enough le la...

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hmmm... v v long nv blog liao.. where did i stop?? last thur... nothing much... friday... acc ah ma to kk to see doctor... erm... though a bit sian.. but got something gd happen la... hehe.. can see handsome medical student... haha... he not bad looking la... HE REALLY NOT BAD LOOKING... trust my taste can a not?? aiyo.... then sat... nothing much also... came back quite late... cos forget to bring keys out.. so cannot come home... sun.... study for my polychem quiz... oh.. toking bout tt quiz... guuess wat??? i dreamt of something v stupid on sat morning leh... i dreamt tt i forgotten bout my quiz on monday... then end up, went to take quiz without studying... wow... scared me man!! i woke up immediately leh!! tian ar!! but ok la... i also dun hav tt mood to study also... jus read n read...

Tuesday... 9 March 2004

haha... in the morning... woke up... maybe cos mon nite slp late ba.. due to PI quiz... then morning.. cannot wake up... i did woke up.. then after packing bag... lazy to change... so end up.. i skip my PI tutorial... haha... lihai ba... then woke up at 7+ instead... wan to study PI de... but cannot wake up... then in the bus.. as usual la... slept throughout the journey lor... then after BIA class... nan de kwok cancelled his lesson.. tot we can hav lunch with the food... but end up leh?? dunno who lor... come to fdcourt 2 liao... then u-turn back to fdcourt 1... hai... nan de we can hav lunch together on tue leh!!! aiyo.... then cos early ma... so went to library n study PI lor... but end up also toking la... haha... then ned class at 6.. not i wan to say tt Lee la... but he hor... cos tml is PI quiz liao.. then all of us tot tt he will giv tips... but end up he didn't la... then nvm... normally... he will let us off early... but today... nan de everyone is here... he end up... zun zun at 6pm leh!!! wao kao!! tok n tok non-stop... piang lor... aiyo...

then my legs... cos jumped too much on monday liao... both my legs pain like siao... i walked like penginue leh!!! aiyo... cannot bend lor... sian... somemore from bus stop to my door step... i hav to climb dunno how many stairs leh.. really no commment lor... aiyo.. once i saw those flights of stairs.. really can cry man!!! hai... hope it will get well soon....

MONDAY... 8 March 2004

erm... finally sch reopen le... haha.. so happy... cos can get to see ppl again!! haha... but a bit moody cos of my quiz... my 1st quiz get back marks liao... not tt gd la... then hav to depend on my afternoon quiz... u noe how stressful?? aiyo... but the quiz still ok la... then went home liao...



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hmmm... wat did i do today??? watch huan zhu lor... haha.. cried until i can go crazy liao.. i jus like those songs man!!! today i watch until i forget to pay my sch fee leh!! aiyo.. forget to fetch roger also.. then kena scolding...

hmm.. today cannot eat much also... no mood to eat ba.. maybe ytd ate too much le.. haha... must "jian fei"... hehe.. hai... hope sch reopening soon.. but dun wish to cos i hav not finish my reports... sian leh!! my env... like shit la.. hav not even start yet.. wan to go library.. no mood n no one acc me.. aiyo.. who wan to go library ar?? hai.. think no one la.. AHH.... SIAN AR.... k la... hav to continue my formal liao.. my BIA... hai...

oh.. gd luck to those np students.. Jerome, lian, siying, celeste and yanhui... i noe u all r studying v v hard got ur tests.. dun worry... u all can do it de!!! k?? it's going to be over soon... REN!!!! going to be finished le!! left 2 more days!!! then u all can go crazy for ur projects le!! haha... aiya.. poly is like tt de lor... either reports or project or tests... no more... hai... rountine le... gd or bad ar??? dunno leh... haha...

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hmmm.... jus returned from my class bbq.... maybe will write v v long... so bear with it la... cos.. quite a lot of things happen ba.. hehe.. be paitent!!! ok???

early in the morning... as early as 9am ba.. i woke up le... but v lazy la.. then need to tidy my hse a bit ma... but cos i listened to huan zhu.. n play games... end up.. i start to pack my hse at 10.15am... then rush rush.. 11am then take mrt to bukit batok... aiyo... late la.. by the time reached claudin's hse... already 12 liao... then by the time meet su cheng n sharon is 12.30.. haf an hr late... haha.. aiya.. cos no mood to come ma...

then we hav lunch... after lunch, we went to 'shop n save' buy food n drinks... hmm... we bought 2 corns, 3 sweet potates, 1 packet of deep fried chicken, 3 packets of hotdogs, n... 8 packets of sauages!!! haha.. 8 packets leh!! not bad hor??? haha.. eat until shuang.. no one is snatching... n we end up finish the sauages leh!! haha... then bought 5 packets of packet drinks n 3 bottles de... total how much we spend??? $87 something.. forget the decimal le... but not bad rite??? 8 packets of sauages leh!!! haha... we felt so proud of ourselves... hehe.. then we took taxi back to her condo lor...

at her hse... nothing to do de... i play net.. tok in msn... then watch a bit of tv... then at bout 4+.. went down le... but a bit unlucky la.. it's rain!!! aiyio.. n rain so heavily at 5+... piang lor!! luncky is tt by 6+... it stop le... haha... but my class v hao ming la... we cooked chicken for them... set up the pit for them... not bad hor??? all make nice nice for them leh!! then cos raining ma... then hav to take the food out ma... so hav to use umbralle... kelian hor?? aiyo.... then we started to take photos le... hehe.. maybe sooner.. not now la... these few days ba.. can go to my NEW album.. then go n take a look lor.. k?? hehe...

then Mr. Ho n Mrs leong came... not bad la... they quite fun lor... haha... during the bbq.. i made quite a few jokes of myself ba... erm.. funny de la... but ok la... make the atm lor... hehe.. hopefully... anyway... i was taking the fire n the chickens... while i was taking the chicken.. cos used to counting 123 liao.. so i like.. telling the chickens.. "123.. ok... done.." then yi quan was like... "why r u toking to the chickens??? they cannot move lor.. they already stay put liao lor..." wow... the moment he said tt rite, the ppl around me all laugh leh... of cos i laugh la.. wao kao.. a bit pai seh leh!! then i was helping ma.. to put the honey onto the chickens lor.. then maybe think i put too much le... then mel said dun put so much cos ltr will burn.. then i was like... a bit blur la.. "y honey can burn de??"... then finally i noe la...cos honey is sugar.. will turn black after u burnt... wow.. mrs leong there was laughing lor... ok lor... then tt yi quan hor... he today siao de leh.. keep suaning me... like i easily bullied like tt!! come n bluff me tt stawberry can bbq.. cos mesh mellow can ba.. so he come n show me how strawberry bbq... then i a bit stupid la.. go n believe him... wao kao!!! he hor!!! no comments lor... idiot leh!!! hai....

then during the bbq.. dunno is today not a gd day or wat lor... today quite a lot burnt their fingers lor... got me of cos!! then got alfred, su cheng, think is serena ba... pain leh!!! aiyo... then mrs leong see le... say i clumsy... cos tt time, during lab... remember the fri the 13th?? i cut myself lor... then now burnt myself.. then tt Ho start his logic again lor.. say i must be "si wen"... hai.... sad sia... he so nagging lor... aiyo... but ok la...

oh.. i also got take pic with step n xiao jia.. my gp mates... if they send me le... i show it to u all.. nan de leh.. step come n ask me to take photo with her.. maybe she wan to show it to her friends n tell them how bad i am ba.. haha.... then after tt daddy fetch me home.. haha.. so shuang.. but if with the other gp.. then bu shuang la... but with this gp.. i dun mind lor... hehe... v bad hor???

hmm.. overall today not bad la... our leftover not tt much... gd rite?? better than last sem de!! hehe... quite fun.. got me ma.... hehe... so wat's my wish ne??? I HOPE TO HAV BBQ WITH MY SEC SCH FRIENDS!!! cos i dun hav any with them....

acutally quite sad leh.. the time they go bbq, i cannot go out... now i can come out le... they will go clubbing or pubbing... but i cannot go again.. hai.. by the time i reached 21... they all go oversea with each other... then me leh?? dunno can go with them a not leh... hai... dunno la... they always faster than me de!!! i always the slowest among them.. who is slower than me ar??? think no one leh.. a bit pathatic hor??? hai... anyway.. hope tt day will come ba... hehe...

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